"A moment is a moment...It doesn't last forever."
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The sun covered by the clouds, rain dripping down, wind blowing stronger then normal days, yup this was going to be one shitty day.
Yoongi made sure he had waken up earlier then Jimin and raced to his room to shower and change before heading downstairs and making himself a cup of coffee. It's not that he would hate to wake up next Jimin but the fact that he wanted to have the moment from yesterday erased.
Why? Well he let himself become vulnerable and that's something he never wanted to happen. Yesterday in a very long time was the first day he let himself feel for someone. He let himself become reckless.
"Hey." Jimin said, walking in the kitchen. Yoongi looked up from his phone and back down, texting Namjoon to have the vocalist in the booth if they were there already. "Get ready we have to be at the studio in five." Yoongi said. "I'd suggest you get moving."
Jimin looked at Yoongi confused. He thought things were going to change around them after last night but he just seems the same as if...nothing ever happened between them.
As they got in the car, Yoongi turned on the radio almost immediately trying not to start a conversation but failed mid way to the studio when Jimin turned the volume down and looked at Yoongi who kept his eyes on the parking spot.
"Yoongi can we talk about it? About last night?" Jimin asked but was too late as Yoongi finished parking and stormed out of the car heading to the staircase doing everything he can to get away from Jimin's questions.
"Sorry we're late." Yoongi said walking in the studio, sitting down in his chair preparing everything.
Jimin watched Yoongi work on his computer as Jimin sat down on the stool next to Jin. "Hey have you heard about our mini concert we're having at the stage in the the town hall?" Taehyung asked. Jimin shook his head, so they did after all agree to his plan?
"Yeah something about Namjoon and Hoseok out numbering Yoongi on votes and I guess we're having a concert now." Taehyung said, clapping his hands with joy. He always wanted to perform in front of a crowd.
"Namjoon told me about yesterday, are you okay?" Jin whispered. Jimin looked at Jin with a confused face and also a tad afraid of what he was talking about. Did Yoongi tell Namjoon they had sex? "When you stormed out of the studio and Yoongi worrying about you." Jin said tilting his head seeing if anything he said triggered Jimin's memory.
"Oh! Yeah don't worry about it." Jimin smiled hoping it'd make Jin stop questioning...Well at least now he knew how Yoongi felt with all the questions being thrown at him.
"Ready?..1..2...3." Yoongi said giving the cue for them to begin.
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"You're all dismissed." Yoongi said listening to the recording. Jin, Taehyung and Jungkook had told Jimin they were going to head to Namjoon's studio to talk about the concert and had invited Jimin to go with them although he had other plans in one studio. He needed to talk to Yoongi.
Once they were all out Jimin looked at Yoongi who had his attention on the computer, thinking everyone left. "Yoongi..." Jimin said making Yoongi look up and sigh.
"Can we please talk about last night?"
"Jimin..." Yoongi sighed, he really wouldn't let this go. "Please Yoongi-"
"What do you want me to tell you?! That..That I enjoyed it? That I loved how sexy you looked under me? How I loved being inside you because I did Jimin, I enjoyed it okay!?" Yoongi said, breathing hard.
Jimin stood up from his stool and walked out of the booth and went up to Yoongi who stood up. "Jimin..what do you want from me?" Yoongi asked as his eyes become filled with tears and rage. Yoongi couldn't take it anymore, he can't...He just can't handle the pain anymore.
"I wanna sleep next to you, come home to you, hold hands with you, share kisses with you, be close to you, be reckless with you."
"Jimin..." Yoongi said, letting a few tears fall down his face.
The pain was just too strong. Too strong that Yoongi just didn't want to feel anymore. He just couldn't.
Jimin leaned in and kissed Yoongi's tears away and looked at him in the eyes. "Tell me how you feel about me and if you don't like me like that then fine. I'll stop trying to become your boyfriend. But tell me, how do you feel about me?"Jimin asked sliding his hands down to Yoongi's.
Yoongi chuckled and said. "My head tells me that I'm just going to get more pain if I let myself feel for you but my heart...my heart tells me to go for you. To make you my boyfriend and to never let you go."
Jimin smiled and rubbed his thumb against Yoongi's hand. "I'm on your heart's side." Jimin said making Yoongi laugh. "Yeah I'm stuck in between." Yoongi said but knew he had to pick one sooner or later before time went out.
At the moment Yoongi chose his heart and leaned in and kissed Jimin on the lips. Was it a good choice? Maybe. Will it turn on out to be a mistake? Never.
"Hey Jimin-" Jungkook said but immediately shut up as he saw Yoongi and Jimin making out. "YEAH! CLAIM YOUR MAN JIMIN!" Taehyung yelled peaking in the door as Jungkook nervously laughed and closed the door.
What a crazy man he was.
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Broken but Mendable | Yoonmin FF
Fanfiction"I thought you were leaving me." "I'll always come back to you." Both broken but the key to each other's happiness, will they let the other in or push him away? Highest Rank: #7 in btships
