Broken but Mendable | Yoonmin FF

5

"I'm not afraid to fall in love. I'm afraid to fall for the wrong person Again."

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Yoongi and Jimin had been in the studio for about 2 hours and had finally gone home. Yoongi was not exactly done but he decided to work on the song later before he went to bed. There was still a mission in his head — get to know who Jimin is.

Jimin and Yoongi sat on the couch looking at each other. It was weird but not as weird as it seemed. It was like they were examining each other. They were looking at each other's flaws and scars not the beauty. Don't get me wrong their is so much beauty between the boys but they wanted to know each other more.

"Tell me about you." Jimin firstly said. Yoongi scoffed at himself for not speaking sooner and thought of how to start off. 

"My name is Min Yoongi. What do you feel about the word 'love'?" 

"I don't hate it. Why do you ask?" 

"No reason. How'd you learn to play guitar?" 

"I watched videos. What's your sexuality?" 

"Gay. What's yours?" 

"Same. Taehyung said you're more than odd, what did he mean?" Jimin said.

"I don't know what he means by that, he's even more weird than Hoseok and that's saying something." Yoongi said, making Jimin lightly laugh. 

They both were somewhat similar... yet both were broken? But the question was...Who's more broken?

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"Have you ever loved someone?" Jimin asked. Yoongi had his eyes on Jimin but once the question was given, he just couldn't keep looking at him. Yeah he loved someone but that someone didn't love him back.

Yoongi smiled as a tear fell onto his shirt. "Ah I'm sorry. I'll get you a tissue." Jimin said, running to the kitchen. It wasn't his intention making him cry, he thought the answer would be plain and simple. Either a yes or no. He didn't expect a tear as his answer. 

Jimin couldn't find any tissue boxes in the kitchen and remembered in the guest room where he stayed the first night had a tissue box. Jimin ran inside and found the box and grabbed it. Jimin looked down at the box as he walked out of the hallway heading to the living room but looked up and saw an unfamiliar room.

Jimin grabbed the door knob and opened it revealing a studio room. It was as huge as the one Yoongi had in his company. It was astonishing. It had such a 'music vibe' to it. Jimin walked closer to the equipment and pressed a button that played a melody but was cut short as Jimin pressed more and more.

Yoongi on the other hand was watching Jimin. Yoongi had just let a small tear out, it wasn't such a big deal, but the fact that Jimin overreacted was rather amusing to Yoongi. Walking up behind Jimin, Yoongi set his hand on top of Jimin's.

Jimin was able to feel Yoongi's hot breath go down his neck sending shivers to his spine. "This." Yoongi lightly lifted Jimin's hand up and moved it to another button. Jimin slightly turned his neck looking at Yoongi's lips, eyes, and then turning around focusing on the button his hand was on. "This can start up the song." Yoongi's hand that was resting lightly on Jimin's moved it up.

The song that they had just recorded that day was playing. Well only the parts Yoongi had liked and had finished. It was just the beginning but it already sounded beautiful. Yoongi slid his hand down, stopping the song from going any further. Yoongi kept his hand on top of Jimin's for a while but removed it as Jimin turned around only inches apart from Yoongi.

"I did love someone. But it was just a one sided love." Yoongi softly said. Jimin lifted his hand and moved Yoongi's lose hair out of his face. Jimin carefully thought of his next action and decided to lean in. Yoongi turned around and coughed. "I'm sorry."

Yoongi walked away touching his lips. He wanted to feel those lips on his but what if he was falling over for the wrong person all over again. He can't do that to his broken heart. It's still trying to get pieced back together. 

Jimin...Jimin felt a little sad, but he understood why he walked away. He wasn't going to judge of course not. Why would he when his life sucks too. He never loved anyone. 

Walking out of the studio Jimin went upstairs, heading to his room. It was time to play his guitar and calm him down a bit. He felt tensed for some reason and kept messing up on the song he loved to play. 

"Can I help?" Yoongi said. He was heading towards his room but heard the beat Jimin was trying to get but couldn't. Jimin nodded and handed the guitar to him. Yoongi sat down on the bed facing Jimin. He began playing the melody he guessed Jimin was trying to accomplish. 

"How'd you learn how to play?" Jimin asked as Yoongi handed him the guitar back. "I played piano when I was little kid and then when I mastered that I wanted something else to master and I guess the guitar was my next accomplishment." 

Jimin smiled at the thought of little Yoongi and nodded. "Um..You just need to work on moving your fingers a little more softer than so hard." Jimin once again nodded and played the tune to the song he memorized forever.

They stayed in that position for a while before Yoongi walked out of his room and closed the door. Yoongi went to his room and laid on his bed repeating over and over again:

"Don't fall for him."