Forgotten Child

Epilogue

Five years have passed and I have completly loved every fucking minute of it; even the bad days I've face. Harry and I are still together, we just celebrated our 5 year anniversary of being together and our 2nd wedding anniversary. Yup, Harry and I have been married for two beautiful years. I wouldn't trade any of our days together for anything.

Finn is now 12 years old and is a sixth grader in middle school. He's a taller, streched out version of himself when he was only 6 years old. He's still my sweet, caring, loving baby boy, who thinks of others before himself. I have to toot my own horn here when I say that I think Harry and I have done a wonderful job raising him.

Finn also has now two younger sisters now, Fiona Maree is almost 5 years old and Fern Louise is almost 3 years old. Both girls are Tomlinson-Styles. Harry adopted Finn offically three years ago, making him an offical Tomlinson-Styles. I don't think he was more excited on the day that he offically became an Tomlinson-Styles. Well, perhaps he was just as excited when his little sisters were born.

Fiona and Fern are biologiclly Harry and my children. I'm part of the male population that can become pregnant and birth our children through c-sections. I didn't know that I was able to become pregnant until I found out I was pregnant and the doctor told me and gave me information on the male gender who can become pregnant.

I had become pregnant just before I turned 17 years old, while Finn and I were living with Harry and his family. Once I had found out I was pregnant when Harry took me to the doctors after three weeks of vomiting and being dizzy, I decieded that Finn and I needed to move out into our own place.

Harry moved with us when Finn and I moved into our home three blocks from his mum and step-dad's home. Anne was surprised that I was pregnant not that I could, she knew about male pregnancies. Robin was shocked but not pissed either. Harry was given the speech by his mum, Robin and the lads about not leaving me or hurting me because I was pregnant and not to leave me with two children to raise alone; not that Harry would do that to me.

Oh, I forgot to mention that I'm also eight months pregnant with twin boys. I'm so excited but I think Harry and Finn are more excited than I am and that's saying something. We've decided on Ferran Edward and Fionn William for our babies.

Six months after we graduated high school Liam and Niall started dating and are now married and have been for a year and a half. They have adopted two children; Harper Renee, who is 3 years old and Michael James, who is 2 years old, he and my Fern share a birthday.

Zayn is still dating his long time girlfriend, Perrie Edwards. They're going to be married in a year. They have a 5 year old son, Zayn Jr., who looks almost identical to his daddy. Perrie is currently six months pregnant with another boy, who they are naming Parker Nathaniel.

I've told Harry we're done having children after Ferran and Fionn. Once they are born we will have five children. I love my babies, don't get me wrong, but five children is enough for me. Harry doesn't fully agree, he wants me to wait and see how I feel when Ferran and Fionn are 2 or 3 years old. If I still don't want any more babies, he said he'll go and have a vesectimy. His choice not mine, I never asked.

I stopped by my mum and step-dad's house six months ago with Harry and our three children. When mum opened the door, she stared at me opened mouth and she started crying. When Mark saw me he looked guilty at me and at my mum. My sisters, Lottie and Fizzy, (who were home visiting from Uni were home), Daisy and Phoebe also came to the door to see who was there. Lottie's eyes lite up in recogintion that she remembered me from the hallway of the high school.

All I said to them was "Thank you for kicking me out of the house when I was only 12 years old. Without that I wouldn't be who I am today, nor would I have my oldest son, nor my two daughters. So thank you, mum for hating me. I'm no longer pissed about what you and Mark did. I just wanted to say that and that you not only missed out on my life but also my five children's because you will never be allowed around them, to know them and watch them grow like their other grandparents who are wonderful beyond words."

With that we walked back to Harry's black SUV and we left despite my mum's words that she was saying trying to apologize and have us come back so we could all talk and reconnect. That's not what I wanted then or even now. I do talk to my sisters after Lottie and Fizzy followed us to the park that day. I talk to all four of them. None of them knew what happened to me, Phoebe and Daisy didn't even remember me which is understandable.

Life is great and I no longer feel like I'm the forgotten child anymore. I have family and friends that love me for me.

Finn James' birthday - December 25, 2006

Fiona Maree's birthday - September 24, 2013

Fern Louise's birthday - October 26, 2015

Ferran & Fionn's birthday - November 27, 2018

My babies - Finn James, Fiona Maree  and Fern Louise  ⬇ ⬇ ⬇

Ferran Edward & Fionn William  ⬇⬇⬇