She told me to ...I didn't want to but to keep her she told me to..She said I won't leave only if you turn your back on everyone you love ..I did ask why but she wouldn't tell me ..she showed me though..she showed me how you all would say negative things about me ...she would also show how those words would hurt me ...She said that no one love me so I should give up on love ...She said they would only break my heart..She strip me out of my yellow dress and boots and left ..but before she left she said come find me ...I will never make you unhappy..I would only be better than them and to me that sounded amazing but I had to think ....leave forever..or stay ..........I chose to leave only because she didn't show me the positive things about my life only the negative and I was blind to see that ..I'm sorry if I turned my back on you when you where trying to help.
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A journal ig
NouvellesIt's just thoughts on how I feel ,..some personal shit and I'm warning you if you start the negative shit I will be in ya fvking dreams trust and believe...any way basically it's a diary wit another name
