K-pop yaoi smut/fluffs/angst *discontinued*

Shinee Taemin x jonghyun (the blue lights)

This chapter is a lot to soon it's going to be an angst chapter you guys already know what it's about, I didn't really want to write this chapter but I can't keep avoiding it I have to write this I'm sorry if i offend anyone by this chapter i love shinee and I want them to be happy this will be one of four sad shinee stories that involve jonghyun please like this story

*disclaimer*
I already feel bad about writing this chapter it's just god damn depressing but it's happy at the end
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Taemin was sitting at a bench that was in the park near where he lived, he couldn't sleep so he went out to clear his mind even if it was really late at night he didn't notice jonghyun walking up to the bench he was sitting at I mean how could he notice him

"Tae what are you doing here it's midnight" jonghyun said putting his hand on taemin's shoulder

Taemin felt a shiver down is back as jonghyun touched him but he didn't pay any attention to it as it was a bit cold

"Things have been tough..... heh I can't even look my own manager or staff in the eyes anymore" taemin said his eyes watering his tears threatened to drop any moment

"I'm sorry tae, things will get better I promise" jonghyun stated as he tried to hug the teary eyed male next to him, he knew the reason taemin was crying was his fault he didn't blame taemin for anything he loved him

"I-i want things to go back to the way they were.... when we were all happy and laughing away at the terrible jokes we all make" taemin said trying to get rid of the tears down his face with his sleeve

"Things will go back to that time it will just take a while" jonghyun said looking down his own were threatening to fall

The two boys sat there the rest of the world was silent as the two boys wept not a single noise was heard except the sound of the to crying next to each other, things weren't supposed to end like this but like most people fate wasn't on their side if only they could change what happened maybe it wouldn't would have turned out different maybe then they would all be happy together but it didn't turn out like that at least not in this reality

"Maybe i should have told him how is felt them maybe he would still be here i loved him he was my special person" taemin wept into his hands at the thought

Jonghyun couldn't believe his ears his taemin loved him back the thought of him and taemin together made him even sadder he could have had taemin in is arms every night it made him regret what he did but as he really thought about it would it really have changed their fate jonghyun didn't know the answer to that

"Taemin please don't blame yourself I'm sorry for causing this I really am for what it's worth I love you too" jonghyun said crying into taemins should

Taemin felt the slight weight on his shoulder but didn't think anything of it he was just worn out from the crying his eyes were almost bloodshot red from the tears

"Hmm i should probably head home before minho or key come looking for me" taemin said slowly getting up but it was already to late key was already running twords him

"Tae what are you doing here it's late" key said in an almost panicked voice

"I'm sorry i couldn't sleep so i went here instead" taemin said looking at key with a sad smile

"I should have brought him back sorry key" jonghyun said rubbing his neck

"Come on let's go home" key said with a sad smile knowing why he went to this specific place and he put his arm around taemins shoulder

"Bye guys" jonghyun said with a smile
as he pulled the two into a back hug and waved to them and left twords his own house on the other side

The other boys turned around twords jonghyun they felt strange as they felt a shiver around their backs with a little but of weight as if someone hugged them but no one was there maybe it was their imagination but then maybe it wasn't because when they turned back around the streets lights that were normally a white with a yellow tint light were now light blue or maybe it was..... turquoise the boys couldn't believe it,that is their fandoms color a special color just for showols

Maybe just maybe jonghyun was there with them the two boys almost burst into tears at the thought of jonghyun there and ever since that night the rest of shinee go to that same park to the same bench at night every few nights and everytime they go the lights turn blue and they get shivers down their back like jonghyun was their giving each and everyone of them a hug

Sometimes they have conversations about their day jonghyun laughed at the funny part there not really an explanation but they could feel jonghyuns emotions it made them happy that he was right there with them, this bench at this very park was their special place each and everyone of them had a happy memory of their trip to this park when jonghyun was still alive at this very bench they say at this was where they could meet their best friend and other band member this is where they knew jonghyun would always be

Just waiting for them it made them happy again that they even is it's just at night were with their friend that they had lost, that right there made them happy again things slowly went back to normal but they were still a bit different then they used to be but what will never change is them going to that bench in that same park every few nights where they would meet their friend and that was alright with them as long as their brother was there watching them
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Hey kittens sorry if i made you sad but i wanted to write this chapter to give even a little bit of comfort i love shinee I've been a fan of them for 3-4 years this is a chapter dedicated to shinee they will always be a 5 member group because jonghyun is right there looking over them

~elena