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Point of View- First Person

I walked out and away from the center of the fire, the violet hue of it bringing me a sense of.. something. Almost like peace.. Anyways, while I walked in the other direction, I took a moment to stop and gaze up at the bright, beautiful flames, as they traveled upward and farther in this place. It's color was soothing for me to gaze at, lilac embers slowly floating past me.

I stopped staring at the fires, and walked to another part of this plane of exsistence. I walked for a few minutes, until I reached a part of the plane that seemed like a small part of nature. I came up on the same hill that I would go to whenever I felt this way.

I trudged up the hill- it was steep, and hard to get up onto. In the end though, it was worth it. Moments later, I sat on the top of the hill, while a slight breeze came through, making my hair, and ears flow in the wind. The grass underneath me was soft, and almost felt like a cloudy fabric- not really grass. I stared out into the distance, seeing more and more hills, fields, and even other biomes. It was all violet- everything was the same hue here. The only difference in colors was the shades of them. This shade of violet always soothed me, yet I still didn't feel like this was enough to completely calm me down.. An almost painful sensation in my chest was all I could feel, it was as if there was a very active flame trying to escape from my heart, accompanied by an agonizing nauseous feeling. Ugh.. why? Why the hell.. "I can't go on about it. It's only going to make me worse," I thought silently. "It's only a little issue, right? I mean.. $&= should have seen it coming.." I sighed, trying to redirect myself from the rage I had been feeling for.. I'm not too sure, by now.

...

I brought my arm upward and opened up my hand, and a violet, shattered heart floated in the palm of it, a very active, bright red- @)?[$\ ]>,(- fire, along with a deep $=@ green-ish flame burned highly within it. The fire glowed it's respective hues. I put my arm down, and stared at the fire, while many, many thoughts coursed through my head. I got a bit short of breath for a moment. I uprooted grass from beside me, and sprinkled the grass blades into the fire, making it burn higher and higher- just to try to entertain myself. ..It didn't really work. Embers floated upwards and out of the fires, and I just stared at it, while 'feeding' it and stroking it.
I tried so hard not to think about it. I tried not to stay upset, but I couldn't help it. There was so little that I could do to calm myself.. especially after coming here. What else could I do after that? Eh.. Better angry than depressed, right?

Wait.
Why do I hear footsteps..?
That voice.. That voice.
Why do I hear it? And why is it calling to me?!

..
With a cold scowl, I felt the violet flames from earlier only rise.
..

I walked back to the center of the fire.