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4

first person point of view.
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It's been so long since I've been here.. in this place that I've created for myself..
I looked around, and realized that it looked different than it did only a few months ago. You know what..?

It felt different, too.

In a good way, of course. I no longer had a racing heart, I could breathe deep breaths and relax, and I was no longer shaky and distressed. There was a slight breeze here today, and I inhaled slowly while a smile found its way to my face.

I saw stems of flowers beginning to sprout around me on the soft, almost plumy, patch of grass I was sitting on. I decided to do something I hadn't in a long, long time.
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I held my right hand in front of me, and a brightly colored purple heart with a vivid violet flame appeared. Last time I did this, it was not a whole heart, but a shattered, and sloppily put together, dull purple heart 'silhoutte' with an almost rose flame burning from it.

Now that I'm thinking about it.. I don't think I've seen an almost rose flame anywhere here, my head, or my mind in a very long time.
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After a few minutes, I see a bird soar above me, miles up into the lilac sky. It was a dove, cooing a soft sound of peace throughout my head.
I decide to walk around, because why not? It seems like a nice time-killer, even though I know this place like the back of my hand.

I skipped down a path I knew well, the bells on my cat ears jingling every time I took a step. It took me a minute to get there, but it was worth it in the end. Look how nice and tranquil this place is! Isn't it nice?
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This is where, if you remember, the endless fires were. Well, kinda still are.. but they aren't as high and destructive as they were before. The purple fires that were there now are only like right above my ankle. It's so cool here, it's a shame that not many get to be here too. I mean- yeah, others have little 'realms' like I do, but they're not the exact same as mine. Not saying mine is better or worse than others' realms- I mean, it's pretty much the only one I've been in my entire life. Everyone has different opinions on their own, and if they ever get to go in another person's realm- then that person's realm, too. I'm only saying that I personally really like my realm. Going to it almost always calms me down when I'm stressed or anxious, and it's a fun place to be.

I walk down the path, each side of it has an ankle-height fire, and the fire is the same purple hue that the heart in my hand from earlier was. The path eventually led to the core, the center of these beautiful flames. It would be fun to go, but I'm too lazy to walk that far. Bleh. Heck it, let's just chill on the grass some more and get wrapped up in a never-ending extestentialism crisis, shall we?
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I plopped down onto the grass, and laid on my back, breathing slowly. I smiled, it was already night here. The magnificent show of the stars I see every night put me further at ease. I continued to breathe slowly, as I felt my loud mind quieting down. The stars above me were so beautiful, it was like staring into the Milky Way galaxy or something. This is one of the only parts of my realm that isn't only purple or a shade of it. There were many colors, like a vivid red, bright blue, purple, and even orange, and many other colors, too.
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"Everything's gonna be okay", I thought to myself, feeling any stress I had melt away.
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I summoned a blanket and pillow, then they both appeared and fell on top of me. I grabbed the pillow off my face and set it under my head, and arranged the blanket so I was covered up. I didn't need a mattress or anything like that, because the grass was surprisingly comfy.

I closed my eyes and drifted off into a deep sleep, with a smile on my face. Right before I went to sleep, feelings of hope and happiness surged through my head. I knew deep down that everything was gonna be alright in the end.