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Fantastik

hello yeah ive been pissed for the past fourteen hours and i wrote this quick thing wee uh,, it's not an "x reader" story as much as a thing that switches points of view,,,, with that being said, there are trigger warnings below because there may be...

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by bl4ckl1ght-n1ghtm4r3

by bl4ckl1ght-n1ghtm4r3

                                    
                                              Point of view- First Person.
                          I woke up on the same grassy hill I had been on before, tears at my eyes. It felt like it had been days.. 
                          I felt the fire completely dissipate, all except for a small ember that provided light. I knew that I couldn't keep &=% out of my thoughts, of my &=@%\. I knew that things were grim, and keeping the fire burning would only make things worse #[% \&= "[\& [# <$. Especially since it would give the wrong impression. 
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                          I walked to where the center of the fire would have been, and see a silhoutte. It looked like.. @='@? I couldn't tell very well, my vision had been blurred slightly. I wanted to run up and give &=% a big hug. To continually apologize, to try so hard to fully get out the words, the message-
                          "I'm sorry."
                          I knew that I most likely would not be forgiven. The fires went out of control. I should have never let them burst like that. I should have just let it be. I should have put them out and continue to give myself the space to calm down. Instead.. what happened- happened. 
I only wished that there was any way that I felt as though I make things up, to have everything be back to normal, because I only wanted things to be back to normal. I hated being alone. Its the thing I like the least. It's the thing I hate being the most.
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I felt frozen. I felt as though I couldn't move, I couldn't walk towards the silhoutte, a couldn't say anything- my mouth felt glued closed. I could only stand there. ..
I only wanted to hug the silhoutte. 
To tell &=% I was sorry, and have it really make a difference.
To make things normal again.
To smile \[/=\&=% again.
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