three//high

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'come get high with me lil baby'

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I was in my room digging threw my drawers looking for one of my full pill bottles. I needed to take my medicine for my anxiety and not finding a bottle with any pills is making this worse.


My breathing started to get heavy and I couldn't calm myself down. My eyes started to get teary and I just felt like it was the end of the world. Im truly a mess without my medicine.

I sat in the middle of my bed and pulled my legs up to my chest trying to control my breathing.

" Ayleks have you seen-" my mom said walking into my room but when she saw me she came running to my side.

"Baby have you took your medicine?" She asked her voice full of concern

" The pills need to be refilled" I said shaking my head

" Try to calm your breathing ok, I'm sure the doctors will refill them right now." She said standing up and going into my drawer  looking for the empty pill bottles

Ayleks mom pov//////

As I was digging threw Alexandria's dresser I just kept finding more and more empty pill bottles. Some of them I didn't even know she had

Then I found two stacks of cash. I looked back at her and she was shaking back and forth with her dreads covering her face, trying to calm down.

I put back her money that only God knows how she got it and got all the bottles that was perscibed to her and put the rest in the trash

"Ayleks.. I'm gonna go get you your refill. But we need to talk later" I said kissing the top of her head and walking out her room praying for her. The last time this happened she tried to kill herself.

Ayleks pov////

After my mom left I ran into my closet getting the shoe box I keep all my weed in.

I pulled out the already
pre- rolled blunt and lite it.

As I was going to hit it again I heard knocking on the front door. I just sat in the closet with my legs crossed rocking back and forth and continued to smoke my blunt.

Finally the knocking stopped but I heard Tiaras voice from the living room

"Ayleks your mom sent me over to watch you" she said coming into my room

" I'm not a fucking child, I don't need you to watch me" I said looking at her hitting the blunt.

" I know your not. But we love and care for you so much, we just don't want to lose you." She sad sitting down on my bed

" But I'm already lost. And if you guys loved me so much, you would let me leave. You'd let me kill myself." I said selfishly looking at her

" I said selfishly looking at her

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