3 weeks.
Disbandment.
That's what been haunting me. Its been 3 weeks since they disbanded. Some of us carat's are in the final stage of moving on. Others are in the middle stage. But most of us are still stuck in the fact that their disbanded already.
Yes its been 3 weeks but you cant blame us. We've loved them for so long that they became apart of our lives.
Apart of our lives that we treated them like our kings. Our kings who only see us as those who praise then highly.
But its okay. Were okay. We understand. Because its true. Its true that that is our only part for them.
But who am I to say that? I am just someone who believes in them. Im not them. But I wish I was special to them.
That kind of special that they would long for my excistence. That kind of special that....that they would love me. Not as a fan but the kind of love that that would last for eternity.
But eternity doesn't exist. It doesn't exist thats why we make the most of it.
The most of it that everyday it would feel like it was the happiest day of my life.
But it isn't. Eternity isn't true. It doesn't exist.
That's why they disbanded. They disbanded because eternity doesn't exist. Because their afraid not to make the most while they live.
That's why.
