ethans pov
i really didnt know what to do . nothing made sense . i keep going numb . something told me that i shouldve never been with emma . something clicked in my head telling me im going to end up like shit . but of course , i ignored it . i havent been heartbroken in so long . i was happy until i found her . i was doing fine . all i can think about is jumping out my window , but i wont do that . i still have a brother to look after . to make sure he doesnt get hurt . or someones gonna end up dead .
grayson knocked on my door as i was sitting there , crying . i always let things get the best of me . but this . this was too much . he kept trying to get my attention , so i didnt budge . he walked around to where i was sitting and faced me . i fell straight into his arms , i always forget how much his hugs make me feel , i dont know , loved ? yea , that .
" ethan . "
" ethan talk to me . "
i didnt say anything . at that point i just wanted to sleep and never wake up again . everything is so fucked up . but i still have youtube to think about . i dont think i can take it . not anymore .
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Teen Fiction" he fell from the bridge , waiting to pursue his happiness "
