graysons pov
i held ethan to the point where i bursted into tears . i hated seeing my only brother like this . i hated seeing him heartbroken . id kill just to see him happy . but emma was a big part of my life . i dont hate her honestly , she was there for me when i overdosed , ethan really didnt care to be honest . but whatever . im used to being hated .
" ethan please talk to me . youre making me worried . "
" gray . i cant live anymore . "
" yes you can e , im right here . ill order some dominos and we can talk about everything . lava cakes , pineapple pizza . our favorite . "
" okay i guess . love you gray . no homo though "
" okay assclown . but love you too i guess . "
i hate how im always there for him and he wouldnt care if i died . i might as well do it now to prove to him im literal shit .
i ordered our usual from dominos : pineapple pizza with extra pineapple , 4 lava cakes , penne pasta , hot wings with extra ranch , and breadsticks . no wonder why im so fat now . ugh .
one thing you mightve not know , im very anorexic . i love food and all but im scared if i eat too much people will hate me for being overweight . i work out everyday , hoping to lose the majority of this fat . at least ill starve to death . or something .
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IN NO WAY DID I MEAN TO OFFEND GRAYSON , OR FAT SHAME HIM OR ANYTHING IN THAT MATTER . PLEASE DONT TAKE IT THAT WAY .
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lost || g.b.d
Teen Fiction" he fell from the bridge , waiting to pursue his happiness "
