Chapter 1

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Jisung's pov:

I glanced at Chenle. Waiting til around 10pm, when Taeyong would stop checking up on me and Chenle, because we was meant to be in bed. Renjun and Jeno never complained, because I was always in Chenle's room. I guess I can say its because he moved back in from his eomma's. He lived with her for a while, but he finds it easier to be in the dorms for when we need to go to dreamies dance practice. He also has his own room for now. That's until he gets put back in with Jaemin and Mark (I couldn't find out their room-mates, so for now they are together).

10pm rolled around. Me and Chenle glanced at one another from the tops of our charging phones. We grabbed them, and put our head out of the door, checking to make sure no one was coming, that could hear us sneak out of the room.

Chenle motioned for me to come. So quietly we snuck out of the door of his room. Past our hyungs in the kitchen, that didn't see us because they was too busy laughing. And out of the door, closing it quietly.

"Phew, I'm glad that is over with." I breathed a sigh of relief, looking at Chenle, and shakily laughing. Because it was worrying if we got caught.

"I know, come on, it's like 3 blocks down." Chenle said, starting to walk. I followed behind. I knew we was going to be in trouble for going to a party, but we never drank alcohol, we pretended too, but we really drank the pepsi instead, so that Taeyong-hyung didn't get mad at us by smelling it on our clothes.

"You know where it is right?" I looked over at him.

"Yeah, I'm not stupid enough to not ask Hye?" He giggles.

I shrugged. "Sometimes I doubt you Chenle-hyung."

"Ouch." He shakes his head. "Come on baby maknae. Let's go party."

I laughed, following him to the house, we arrived. It was more of a mansion. I stared in bewilderment at the house.

Chenle looks at me, grabbing my arm and pulling me in, almost immediately we find Hye. "Hey man." He says looking at Chenle, and glancing at me. "You finally arrived."

Time was ticking by, me and Chenle enjoying dancing with all the girls and guys. We always had fun at parties. Because we could be free without Taeyong, Doyoung or Taeil hyungs on our back constantly.

It was wild at the party, we decided to play 7 minutes in heaven. We had to make out with whoever we got, and it didn't matter if you was gay or not, or you had a relationship, if you played you had to do the game with whoever you got. So we all put a personal belonging into a hat, and the items were moved around.

Everyone was getting picked, and I was watching in anticipation, to see who I got, or who choose me. Because there was pretty big circle.

It came round to Chenle-hyungs turn, and he dipped his hand in the hat, not looking. He pulls his hand out, and I look at it, only to find out it is my ring. Meaning I'd have to make out with him in a closet for 7 minutes.

He stands up, pulling me up with him. I groaned internally, this would be awkward between us and we'd want to forget it. I followed him to the closet. He sighed, turning around. "Might as well, get this whole kissing you over with." He says. Looking just as awkward, as we were both young and didn't have much experience with dates, as we was always busy to date a girl.

We was a similar height, so it was easy for him to kiss me, I panicked, and stopped the kiss immediately. "We have to be cautious, because what if the hyungs find out we've kissed?"

"They won't." Chenle said, awkwardly looking at the floor.

When our 7 minutes was done, I ran out of the closet, out of the front door, and back to our dorms, with Chenle hot on my heels. I quickly slipped inside the house, and into Chenle's room, Chenle right behind me. We sat down, and I looked away.

"I don't think I could be there any longer." I muttered. The problem was, that I've liked Chenle for a long time, and he's my hyung. I'm gay, not that I've told anyone, so I always try to date a girl, but it never works out. And when Chenle picked me I felt a wave of sickness wash over me. I don't want to kiss him because we was forced too. I want him to kiss me when the time is right. But there is never a right time when you are best friends with a straight person.

"I'm sorry, Jisung, I shouldn't have done it, we are both too young." Chenle muttered. We just decided to go to sleep.

But my mind wasn't taking any of it. I know I need to talk to one of my hyungs, but who wouldn't go around telling everyone? Taeil most likely wouldn't. So I'll speak to him in the morning.

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