Sad Tales

hurt

At least your happy in life
That your happiness isnt a knife
That you can can keep a smile
While mine only last a short while
Your tears will go away like rain
While i cry in so much pain
Your heart is warm and happy
My heart is cold and sappy
You laugh at something funny
I cry seeing a bunny
I dont remeber felling joy
I see you smile looking like a toy
I hurt soo much in time
Your happy, your a dime
You have fun
My fun is when having fun is done
I try so hard to stay hopeful
Everything said seems hurtful
Its the cat i swear
Long sleeves i only wear
I take the razor blade
Along my skin to shade
You never went down that far
My cuts have always a nasty scar
You say go kill yourself
But ive already tried myself
My heart is tore out
Attention you say its about
I dont like all the judging eyes
I just wish blue were my skies
But the blood runs
The bullet out the gun
Say goodbye
Cause im gonna die