Dynasty

10

Dynasty

I shot up out of my sleep and felt my forehead to where Mozzy shot me in my dream .

I looked down at my bare body and I was covered in sweat . My heart was beating so fast .

I looked over at Juan who was sound asleep and sighed trying to get my heart beat back to normal .

I got the glass of water that was on the nightstand and looked at the time .

12:01 AM .

I was late to work but I really didn't care after that dream .

I decided to text Tiffani and tell her I was feeling under the weather and decided to get into the shower .

I looked at myself in the mirror as the fog from the hot water began to invade the bathroom .

What did that dream mean ?

Was it a sign ?

What's God trying to tell me ?

Is my time here on earth limited ?

Thoughts ran in my mind as I let the hot water sting my back.

I wasn't 100% sure where Mozzy was as of now . Was he back in Chicago fucking some hood bitch ? Was he in Dallas in a hotel plotting on me ?

I didn't know what to believe and I was beyond paranoid after that dream .

Thing is , it felt so real . I felt the bullets go through my skull . I felt him raping me . I felt his touch .

I got out the shower and wiped the foggy mirror . I looked at my reflection .

I ran my fingers through my weave and decided to take it out and let my hair breath .

I went to my drawer and pulled out some shorts and a shirt and went back to the bathroom .

I sat at my stool and began the process . As I was getting the scissors , my hands started to shake . I put the scissors down and took a deep sigh .

I looked back into the mirror and my vision started to get blurry . I got up and went to the balcony and started to cry . A long , over due cry .

What did I get myself into ?

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