Depressed? { Green Day Fic }

Chapter 6

Alone.

Alone?

How does it feel like being alone?

That feeling is like when you have nobody by your side, no matter if you need them or not.

Billie really needs someone by his side, right now and at this very single moment.

But no one was there.

His two best friend are happily enjoying their day with their mothers.

And he is over here, in his big house. All alone.

His mom was really too busy to make it back for mother's day.

So, he was practically alone in his house with someone.

Who you ask?

The Suicide Monster inside of him.

He killed the nice, happy monster.

The real monster of him.

The happy, cuddly one.

Now, all he sees is sadness.

He is good at fake smiles.

Professional, to be exact.

No one was there to help him out of his suicide stage.

No one asked if he was okay.

He guess no one cared.

Actually people cared for him.

Well, not people.

His two good best friend.

But, they weren't by his side this time.

Billie walks to the mirror, sitting down. He looks at his reflection. "Billie, oh little Billie." He said to his reflection.

"Why are you so idiotic? And stupid? Why does nearly everyone hates you? Why are you so stupid to do this kind of stuff to yourself." He said continously to his reflection.

Billie sighed, standing up and punched the mirror with his bare hands. The mirror cracked, his knuckles was bleehding.

The weird thing is, Billie didn't felt anything. By, anything. Nothing at all. No pain, no sadness, nothing.

Was he becoming a emotionaless? Or was he sick and tired of getting hurt by society over and over again. Non-stop.

Or maybe, he was used to the pain. The physical pain and the emotional pain.

Billie doesn't know.

Or maybe he does.

Maybe he was too stupid to know.

How bad is society?

Ask the boy who faced it.

Boy have feelings too.

They are better at hiding it.

People don't know that.

Billie felt a tear rolling down his sheet.

He ran up the stair, going into his bedroom then jumping on the bed. He hugs the pillow and cried. Cried all the way.

Its really sad what was happening to him right now.

He hopes this day would end.

End quickly.

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yay, new chapter.

i feel so unlazy.

woohoo.