Depressed? { Green Day Fic }

Chapter 5

idk how many chapters are the going to be.

bc im stupid

ahahahaha.

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/mothers day./

Billie woke up, taking his gift for his mom. Which was beside the bed.

Then started running down the stairs, hoping to see his mother for like the very first time.

It was a tradition, every Mother's Day. Billie's mom would come back and spend the day with him, doing anything that actually want to do.

Billie looked at the living room with a froze.

No one there.

He was really expecting his mother to show up. Well, he hoped too high this time.

"Too high, Billie Too high." Billie said to himself, why did he actually think that she would come? Now, he spends his day alone on Mother's Day.

He wanted to called Tre, but Billie knows the boy would spend his time with his beloved mother on Mother's day.

He wanted to call Mike, but guess what. He was out of town with his family to celebrate this special day. The day to give thanks to their mom.

Billie was all alone, this time.

His two best friends are out and busy.

Now, he is alone.

In his big, dark house.

Billie looked out of his house window, notcing there was mail in the mailbox. He puts down the gift on the table and walks out of the house, going to the mailbox.

He opened the mailbox, and took out one letter.

Guess who was it from? His mother.

He opened the letter, slowly tearing it apart. Billie started reading it. After he read it, he lets out a light sigh.

His mom will not he visitng him, the whole year. Well, what a great news. A very great one.

"Hm.." Billie mumbles, going back in his house.

Maybe, he wasn't meant to spend time with people he really love.

Maybe that's why he was all depressed.

Maybe people hate him too much to be friends with guy like him.

He was a normal person.

He goes to school.

He do what a normal person do.

But, society called him..

Crazy.

Emo.

Fagg.

Why? Billie doesn't even know.

All he knows that he have two best friend and one great mother.

It was really sad how people treated a normal guy like him.

He looks at his wrist.

Old cuts.

Billie hates old cuts. He likes it, freshly cut.

Maybe that was how he end up, cutting himself again. In his dark room, sitting at the corner, tugging his knee in.

He slowly starts to cry, he doesn't want to feel this.

But, society made him the suicide monster he is.

Tre knows he cuts.

Mike knows he is suicidal.

But, now he is alone.

Scared.

Scared of himself.

He wants to die, but in reality he wants to be saved.

Society sucks, isnt it?

One cute, innocent boy can turn into a suicidal monster.

Fucked up, you see.

Billie stand up, going to the bathroom washing the dry blood of his hand.

The burning pain felt comforting for Billie.

It shows that he was still alive.

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