The Princess and the Gangster (finished)

Another threat

Another threat

Zoe's POV

What a beautiful morning :)) . Im getting ready for school na . And guess what ?? Maganda ang gising ko :)) . Ewan ko kung bakit . But i just wanna be cheerfull today . Since nakapag vacay na ko . I think im gonna have to forget about alex for a while . Aince he's not making any efforts on communicating with me . Then bahala sya . Right? .

I dont know. Hehe . And for today i just wanna seem like i dont care :) . Napagtanto ko kasi kagabi na if people really wanna make a long distance relship work, they got to try. BOTH OF THEM .

Shake off that sad thought let's go back sa happy morning. The thoughts of not having alex beside me shouldn't bother me . Not atleast now.

After i did my thing on the bathroom . Bumaba na ko for breakfast .

I was on my way down to the dinning area when i heard the familiar voces .

My heart starts thumping real loud . And it feels like it wanna jump out of my body .

Wag nalang kaya ako mag almusal? Bbili nalang ako sa school ...

I was on my way out of the dinning area when i heard him call my name ..

" Zoe kumain ka na "

As always, ang boses nya ay full pf authority paren .

" hi dad "

Tama kayo ng dinig . Tatay ko nga T___T . I wanna approach him and hug him real tight ... But i know i cant . He's still mad at me . I can sense it. We haven't talk in such a long time . He's giving me the silent treatment . Since mahuli nya kami ni alex .

Binilisan ko nalang kumain . Ayoko ng gantong feeling . Feeling ko ang layo layo na ng loob ko kay dad . Tsk . . .

" next week ang announcement ng top sa classes . . . " sabi ni dad

" i hope you won't disappoint me zoe .. AGAIN "

Thum thump thump ...

Shet shet shet .. Why am i being treated like this ?? . I feel so, so ... Imperfect . Na the whole point of my life disappointment nga lang ako . I feel so useless . At napansin kong nag iba na ang pakikitungo sakin ni dad . Di naman nya ko pinepressure dati na ma top 1 ako e . Makasama lang ako masaya na sya, proud na sya .. Pero bakit ganun? Ibang iba na? .

Before i show my soft side again and burst in tears , nagtungo na ko sa kotse at nagpahatid na sa school .

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" huhu ibang iba na sya rose . It's not like what we used to be . Hindi na katulad dati . "

Nandito kami ngayon sa room na deserted na . Ung room na pang samin lang? . Im soo efin stressed , i dont feel like going to the grad practice . Pano ba naman diba? . I have problems . Personal ones , and no matter whAt i do, i cant get my mind focused .

" kayo parin ni alex hanggang ngayon diba? "

Napatingin ako sa kanya .

" wala na kaming communication . Pero as far as i know kami pa . Kasi wala naman kaming closure e . "

" zoe i know medyo pranka tong sasabihin ko . But let's face it . Zoe hindi ikaw ang ayaw ng tatay mo, kundi ung ginagawa mo at ung boyfriend mo . And since he's away oo maari g kayo pa, maari g hindi na . But when he comes back, pano kung kayo pa pala? . Tas nalaman pa ni tito? . Mas lalo g madadagdagan ang galit nya sayo . " nag aalalalng sabi ni rose .

" p-pero anung gagawin ko? "

" i message mo sya sa fb . End this thing or what ever it is na meron kayo for good . Just obey your dad . And end it . He'll recover in time . And he'll reAlize na kelngan ka nyang patawarin coz you deserve it . And you stayed away dun sa iina gagalit nya . And most important is, he'll forgive you kasi you obeyed him . Un lang naman ang gusto nya diba? Un ang gusto ng lahat ng mga parents . So end this right now zoe . Bago pa lumala ang lahat . "