My Art Book SIX

*the ugliest sobbing*

sorry i didn't post yesterday, i was at a wedding!! i friggin love weddings they're adorable and emotional and everyone is happy and djjckkvkv

especially since our family has some drama it was good to see everyone enjoying themselves :3

I cried a lot of happy tears and that makes me wonder how hard I'll cry when my own wedding comes along

Because I cried a LOT.

I also got to give kids piggyback rides at the reception

Fun story anxiety is a thing that exists and I'm like 99% sure I have it (that would explain a lot!!!!) and so one little girl saw me giving piggyback rides and asked me for one. I said yes but when she got on my back she was too heavy (she was bigger than the other two) and so I literally fell forward and accidentally shot her forward? I was fine but I was f***in terrified she'd like hit her head or something

She turned out to be fine but she cried for a few minutes (I don't think she's even five years old of course she was upsetti) and I was really shaken so,,,,, I knew the situation was totally fine and the girl would be fine and her mom (my mom's cousin) was saying it was fine and we were all fine but I just

started crying

and i hated it

Because my BRAIN knows everything is fine and the situation is under control and it's not that big of a deal but my body clearly didn't get the memo and I freaking hate that that was the reaction I had

And every time someone tried to tell me it was fine I would just cry again which made it woRSE,,,,,,

Tbh I just wanted to curl up in the bathroom and collect myself for like ten minutes but then people would worry and again,, I knew i was fiNE,,,,, my body is just a fool :)

Okay sorry for that tangent lol

I'm working on an animatic for Promises from Hadestown so here's a sneak peak

Jskcallxl this song is a little longer so it'll probably take more time to finish

I don't know if I'll even finish it tbh but I'll try