Its more than mid night. Everyone at hope is fast asleep. But you? You are still awake, lying in that bed with all those thoughts going on your mind. Thinking about that dick you love, who doesn't love you back or how your parents no more care. Thinking about those famous bitches and their uncountable Boyfriends or how easily people can hurt you. Scrolling through the feeds where the same old stories of people enjoying repeat while the others are having a nice time with their lovers. The same old memes and shoutouts are getting boring day by day , just like your life is. You badly need someone but who? You don't want to bug people by sending them a message when they haven't even replied to the earlier one right??Now what? There's no one you could talk to but yourself. About random things. About where life is talking you. About how less you should eat. About the things such as diet,study,exercise you were going to do "tomorrow" which probably never came. About how you should change for yourself. About that guy who smiles at you every morning in school. About the loner you are. .................................................
