warped royale

5

Today was the day you have always dreamt about, you get to preform on stage, "are you ready for this?" Remington asked while we were waiting back stage "ready as I'll ever be" I said nervously, "don't worry I'll be right there just look at me don't look at the crowd" he said, "okay I think I'm ready" I said nervously smiling at him " see you out there then" he said coming in as Sebastian started playing.

I took a deep breath and waited for my cue to come in, "now listen everyone, we have a special girl preforming with us today... Willow Ruth!" He said smiling as I shyly walked out to join him. 

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The crowd cheered loudly as we ended the show and we walked off stage,
"WILLOW THAT WAS INCREDIBLE!!!" Emerson screamed running and lifting me up, "I didn't know you could sing!" He said amazed, smiling like crazy we went to go sign autographs and take photos in the merch booth when I heard some girls trying to get in my head.

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"ew, her singing was terrible, I hope she dies, she's so ugly, she doesn't deserve to be singing with them, she's so fat"  and many more terrible comments yet I still didn't let them bother me... Not for now at least, I played a few more shows with the boys until one day the comments got to me,

"I bet you she hurts herself so she can get attention" and at that I was off, I told Remington I wasn't feeling well and went back to the trailer.

Grabbing my switch blade I rant to the bathroom crying as I felt the warm liquid running down my wrists.

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I haven't played with the boys since the incident and haven't changed out of long sleeves and hoodies, today I was out with Kellin Quinn, he's been a good friend to me since warped tour started.

"Hey Kellin.. Can I tell you something?" I started,  "sure what's up?" He said "well I-J-um... I really like Remington" I finally spat out "really?" He said slightly surprised "yeah, just please don't tell him" I said anxiously "I won't, I promise" he said smiling down at me, "thanks Kellin" I said smiling giving him a hug and a friendly peck on the cheek before walking away.

Remington's POV

"I'm just worried about her that's all, she hasn't said much to any of us other than small talk and she hardly eats" I said to Emerson as I was staring out the window at Willow as she was talking to Kellin, "I know you're worried about her but maybe you just need to step back a little bit" Emerson said trying to calm me down, "I can't Emerson..." I said slowly "why?" He said looking at me as I clenched my fists "because I love her okay?! Is that what you wanted to hear?!" I said storming outside as I saw willow kiss Kellin on the cheek and come back towards the bus.

"Hi Remi!" She said softly as she smiled at me "hey" I said as I walked past her avoiding her gaze so she wouldn't see my anger, "Kellin!" I yelled after him "what's up Remington?" He said confusedly, "what was that about?!" I said angrily "what?" He said more confused "she kissed you!" I yelled once again "calm down Remington, she always does it as a friendly gesture" he responded calmly, I sighed and continued " I-I'm sorry.. I just.. I really fucking love her and I'm kind of protective over her" I said feeling ashamed.

"Its okay, but you should be telling her not me" Kellin said accepting my apology, at that I promised I would when the time is right.