warped royale

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I still felt conscious, I knew what was going on, but i couldn't move, I wanted Remington.

"I can't believe this, what did I do wrong? Remington didn't deserve this, maybe for some unknown reason I did but I sure as hell know he doesn't" I thought to myself.

It seemed like hours of my thoughts spinning around in my brain, before I finally started to wake up.

As usual I saw Remington right next to me, he looked so exausted, he looked like he had been crying for hours, "Remington?" I said softly.

He looked up at me and I could see the pain in his eyes, I pulled him into a hug, not letting him go until the doctor came in telling us we could leave.

We got back to the tour bus and we sat in the back of the bus on my bunk and cuddled, me crying for hours and Remington trying to stay strong for me, only letting out the occasional sob.

~one week later ~

We had to cancel the tour, we couldn't continue, Remington and I were too heartbroken.

Remington and I kept writing music along with me consistently drawing, I had even started to ge Emerson and Sebastian to help me learn guitar and drums better.

"Willow, rem you need to get out, you guys aren't going to feel any better if you stay like this" Sebastian said concerned.

"How are we supposed to get better when we just lost our child?!" Remington snapped, I grabbed his hand calming him down and he apologized to Sebastian.

"Maybe he's right" I said softly, "we should go to the studio" I continued as he looked up at me, he nodded and we were off to the studio, Remington and I were both wearing palaye royale hoodies and black sweatpants, neither of us had changed since I had my surgery.

We arrived at the studio and I went straight to the piano and Remington began singing along, I have to admit that made us feel alot better, we ended up recording the song and we called it Love The Void.

~ sorry for all the time skips but this is a month later ~

"Remington!" I giggled as he picked me up bridal style and we entered the bus laughing seeing Emerson drawing and Sebastian playing guitar. "Hey!" I said happily as I plopped nex to Emerson peaking over his shoulder.

"Hey miss giggle" he said putting down his drawing book, "HHH YOU'RE LEAVING ME?!" I said quickly as I saw Remington grabbing his jacket, "me and Seb are gonna go do wedding planning" he said kissing my forehead.

"Okayyy" I said pouting, "I love you" he said before him and Seb left, "I love you too muffin" I said kissing his cheek causing him to blush and him and seb left.

I plopped back down next to Emerson and I pulled out my lap top, "hey Emmy..." I said, "hey Willy.." he mocked causing me to giggle, "wanna help me find a dress?" I asked, he squealed exitedly and we instantly started searching.

Me and Remington wanted a clockwork/steampunk ish themed wedding and after hours of searching me and Emerson had finally found the perfect one.

(Check the top photo)

It was perfect, I was so exited, me and Emerson decided to go and get fitted for it now considering me and Remington were getting married in a few months.

The dress was beautiful I felt so awkward the whole time but once I had the dress on and it was fitted I was more exited than ever.

It was going to be perfect, I'm marrying the man I love and I knew he loved me.

(A/n sorry whoops I thought I published this chapter lol)