warped royale

16

~One month later~

Willow

"Remington come on we have sound check!" I said excitedly, this is the first time I'll be performing with the boys since the incident with Andy, he was finally better and we havent seen anything from the old manager.

"Do we have to?" He asked hopefully, "yes Remington I wanna perform today I'm finally better" I said pretending to be annoyed, "but that means I can't give you kisses all day" he whined. "You can have all the kisses you want when we get back" I said kissing his cheek before putting on my bomber jacket.

I was wearing a sleeved fishnet body suit with a black leather pair of high waisted shorts and brawlett along with thigh high red leather boots, "okay" he said instantly perking up. We exited the bus and I said I forgot my phone when in reality I just forgot my pack of cigarettes.

Remington didn't know that I smoked, I knew the boys and Andy smoked but I would always get them from Juliet. I came back out with a small purse and my phone in my hand once again connecting my hand with Remingtons as we walked to the stage.

The show went incredibly Remington surprised me by performing 'white' the song Emerson freaked out at him for writing in his journal. Remington had decided to stay back at the stage with the boys when the show ended so I told him I was just going to go back to the bus and draw like I normally do.

The thing is, is because of the fact that the boys smoke the bus smelled like smoke already so you couldn't tell if I had smoked or not, I got back to the bus and sat down on my bunk lighting a cigarette, I got lost in my drawings and didn't realize it but I was chain smoking.

Inhaling cigarette after cigarette, to the point where the bus was eventually filled with smoke. I broke from my trance when I got a text from Remington saying he would be back in about half an hour.

I gasped putting out my cigarette running to open the Windows turning on the fan and quickly changed my clothes into leggings and a crop top. I managed to air out the bus completely just as I got a text from Remington saying he was on his way back and that Emerson and Sebastian were going out for the night so we had the place to ourselves.

"I'm back!" I heard Remington say as he shut the door, I scrambled to hide my smokes and lighter, putting my headphones in pretending to still be lost in my drawings and pretending I didn't hear him.

He snuck up behind me picking me up off the bunk making me squeal as he ran to the main area of the bus crashing our lips together as we fell against the couch. I moved my hands to his hair and wrapped my legs around his waist so he could sit up, we finally pulled away to catch our breath and we sat there with our foreheads pressed together.

"Willow can I ask you a question?" He said leaning against the back of the couch, I nodded still sitting on his lap, he took my hands and continued "you have to answer this honestly okay?" He said, me nodding once again.

"Willow, Ma Chèrie, do you smoke?" He said, making my eyes go wide, "why do you ask?" I said trying to avoid giving him a straight answer. "Willow, I can smell it off of you" he said looking me in the eyes.

I looked down trying to avoid his gaze, hiding the shame in my eyes, I knew he wouldn't judge me I just felt bad for not telling him, I felt bad for not telling him about the countless times I've almost chainsmoked myself to death.

"Willow.." he said pushing for my answer, I sighed nodding my head before getting off his lap sitting on the couch across from him, "willow, why didn't you tell me?" He said sounding hurt. "Because I was scared you'd freak" I said quietly my gaze not leaving the floor.

"Willow, look at me" he said as I directed my gaze to his eyes, "I love you, which is why I get upset when you do things that could hurt you" he said making me keep eye contact, "then why do you do it?" I said breaking the silence.

"I love you, and you smoke" I said not realizing I was pushing it, "because I can't stop" he said raising his voice, "Exactly! Who said I would be able to?!" I said raising my voice as well, "willow I didn't mean it like that" he said quickly, "then what did you mean?" I spat at him causing him to become flustered over his words.

"Exactly" I said standing up and slamming the bus door.

(A/N sorry not sorry lol biee!)