sometimes i forget to be sad. i forget to feel what i feel most of all. but then i remember everything. it comes back in shooting pains then all at once. fire runs through my veins & up to my eyes. once the tears fall that's all i remember after that. it's like a coma for the lost. you feel nothing, hear nothing, are nothing, but a body. then you wake up & live your life full of fear knowing one day it'll happen all over again. but in the moments that you're awake, you will learn, you will love, will you experience joy & happiness. all lost can be found. you will be stronger & wiser so that you will never have to be stuck again. life will get better but all greater things take time.
