after we were done talking i felt overwhelmed & stood outside in the rain. i love the rain. i love you. it was so cold & everytime lighting flashed in the sky my heart dropped. i wonder if you saw it too. the rain was beautiful the way it made my nose red & made my eyes water. the tears were hot on my skin. i don't know why i was crying either. i also lost my voice. i don't know why im writing this like if i had a story to tell. because i don't. my heart just hurts & my head told me to write it down.
