Stop Trying... [yoonseok ff]

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i came to our usual coffee shop you weren't there

where were you?

i stayed till it was time to close

and i still waited for you outside

it started raining and i had no umbrella

i walked in the rain to my house 

i couldn't get you out my head

what have you done?

i decided to go out for a walk again this time it stop raining

i went to the nearest park and i saw you with another boy

i wanted to rip you away from him

yet you seemed happy

he hugged you tightly and left

you seemed sad 

you turned and saw me and i looked away

i gave you a cold look and walked away

im sorry 

but i cant get hurt again i already lost the love of  my life i cant lose you too

yet you remind me of him

his name was jeon jungkook and he was my world

he left me when he killed himself

cause he was hurt when the boy he liked got a boyfriend

i thought he loved me

will you leave me too?

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a/n: im sorry if i made you cry and this chapter and the next one will probably be the longest one