Stop Trying... [yoonseok ff]

-9-

even after a years im still not over him

and i know why and it bothers me so much

the fact that kim taehyung took my virginity

and the fact that i even let him it hurt to the core

once he got what he wanted he left me

and im glad yoongi is with me now but i dont think im ready

to give my entire life to him

not until im over him its not right

it might not take long

yoongi's rules helped its only a matter of time

but time never did like me

im glad i placed those rules on hoseok

i knew what happened between hoseok and tae

it disgusted me

not because i wasnt hoseoks first but because

taehyung left him alone

im just hoping it will happen quick

i want to spend the rest of my life with him

only problem

i dont have much time

im hoping for more time

but it just depends on if i survive this

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a/n: what do u guys think is happening hmmmmm i bet ur like nooooo