Hushed Words (Phan)

Chapter3 ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Dan's P.O.V

I woke up slowly opening my eyes adjusting it to the light. Glancing over at the clock I froze. Shit I have at least 20 minutes to get to school. I pullled the covers off of me slowly getting up and trying to fight sleep. Ugh school, where bullying was cool and being yourself was frowned upon. i walked through my room and into my bathroom tripping over clothing and a pikachu plush lying on the floor. Fucking Pikachu stop being a cunt. i threw the soft object onto my bed and entered the bathroom feeling the cold tile hit my feet. looking in the mirror i ran my fingers through my brown dull hair. I hated my hobbit hair so i had to straighten it. After running my hair through the straightener I ran in my room pulling on an Issues shirt that said "Your mom has issues" and jeans and grabbing my white vans. I glanced at the the clock again. 9 mins left. I put my alesana hoodie on and bag heading out the door to school or prison same thing. I kept walking feeling the cool breeze and fall air, and leaves crunching below my feet like the bones of my enemys. No but seriously they were annoying like at least fall onto the grass not the sidewalk. I popped on my earbuds turning on Attila "party with the devil". as i walked i heard foot steps behind me. i wanted to look but decided against it. 'I can never ever be a perfect fucking image of what you want and nobody can live forever get over it im ready now". I kept hearing the foot steps and it kinda scared the living shit out of me cause i didnt want it to be Darren or PJ. Then when the song continued. "and it goes on and on and on and on and fuck it!" My ear buds were pulled out of my ears then i heard whoever was following me shout "Six six six party with the devil bitch!" I jumped they seriously scared the living fuck out of me. I turned to them giving the "Why" face and realised it was Chris, Charlie, and Phil. "Sorry mate i seriously love that song" Chris smiled. I wrapped my ear buds around my i pod and put it in my pocket nervous. I knew Phil and Chris a little, he lived next to me. Still, I felt uncomfortable. Really uncomfortable. I smiled for a second then heard Phil go "Daaaaannnn". Phil ran up and hugged me from the side. God dammit do you even know what you do to me? I smiled and hugged awkwardly back. I waved at him causing him to gasp. What did i do? "I got a hug!". He yelled louder "I got a hugg!!!" I blushed making my cheeks look weird and red. Phil laughed when i covered my face. "NO! No more hiding faces. You wanna hang out with us?" He asked at the last moment. I nodded and smiled a bit. "Awesome! Ill find you at lunch too we can go outside somewhere. Cafeterias a bitch". I nodded once more. We got there shortly after and walked through the doors. The smell of school filled the air. Its undescribable really, you just know its like yep thats school. Charlie and Chris were holding hands and Phil stayed close by me. Shit you not, a couple of seconds later PJ comes around the corner with Daren obviously looking like they sacraficed a new born. I tensed up making Phil notice. Phil scooted closer to me grabbing my hand and squeezing it. I looked down blushing. Then Charlie and Chris which now were giving eachother a piggy back ride went in front of Phil and I protectively. "Ohh its the emos! Look darren the Devil worshipers came to kill themselves." PJ glanced down at our hands. "Oh and there both faggots!" "Jesus PJ its Satan! We worship satan! Get it fucking right and we sacrafice animals not humans thankyou very much!" Darren gave us the eye and PJ followed. "We dont need your shit!" Pj spat. I was now terrified but Phil was still beside me protectively. I felt actually a little safe for once but still terrified. All hell broke loose when Charlie said "What? Im sorry i really dont speak bullshit! Seriously stop being a wank stain". It sent shivers down my spine when PJ raged over to him throwing him on the ground. "What'd you fucking say?" Chris rushed over to Charlie shoving Darren out of the way. "Are you fucking deaf? He said don't be a wank stain! You ever touch him again you'll wish you were never born" By now people were crowding around and taking video, laughing, and wanting them to fight. "Fight me" PJ yanked chris off the ground. By now my breathing got heavy and I sank to the ground against the locker. Phil and I's hands were no longer in contact. I started to shake before a teacher pushed through the crowd. "Hey whats going on here? Break it up Ligouri, Kendall. Office. Phil get Charlie and Dan to a nurse" He demanded. The crowd now dissapointed all went to thier classes and I just got up and walked quickly trying to exit the building, but failed when I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Hey Dan hold on". He turned me around studying my face. His blue eyes met mine but his looked concerned. "Are you okay? You looked a bit shaken back there." I tried to hold back tears. I honestly hated every moment of it. I was having an anxiety attack back there and stil kinda am. I was shaking a little and smiled nodding. Phil looked at me in disbelief. He hugged me anyway. Wraping his arms around my waist comforting me. "You can text me whenever if you need to talk about anything. Ive been through a lot of shit too and I want you to be able to talk to me. Cause no one deserves to be sad especially you." I couldn't hold back tears anymore I cried on his shoulder while he was trying to calm me down. "Shh sh sh. Hey you wanna ditch early? I don't do it often but we can get away, calm down". I nodded into his shoulder and buried my face in the crook of his neck. He hugged me tighter and grabbed my hand. Come on we can go to the mall! Jam music, have fun. I know its last minute but enjoy the little things. Well, before we go to yours. We have three more hours to spare, alright?" I nodded breaking apart. We walked out the door bringing our bags getting away from the school obviously making sure Charlie got to the nurse okay. We went to the parking lot without a word. It was a comfortable quiet. Then he hugged me and said "I'll be right back, alright? I need to get my car. It will take at least five minutes. If you need anything, anything goes to hell text me" and with that he left. I sat on the curb thinking about Phil. He seriously made me happier, he comforted me, but something made me think that it was just show. That he was going to turn on me and leave. That he was never going to pick me up, just leave me here. I buried my head in my hands and started to ball. God stop crying you cry way too much. You need to seriously get your shit together, he'll come back. No, no he wont. I kept fighting my thoughts. I checked the time on my phone. He left three minutes ago. My breathing quickened a bit before looking again, four minutes. I bit my lip trying not to cry more. I hate being alone. I was always left to get beat, to get abused. They would tear me apart. If Phil left me that would deffinately tear me apart. The one person i actually kind of felt safe with, my only friend. Thinking about that made me terrified. Was he coming back? I checked my phone. It was seven minutes since he left. No he wasn't coming back. Tears streamed down my face. Why are you such a fuck up, why would you think he cared? Ten minutes. I pulled out my ear buds about to put them in before things got really bad, and heard a car pull up beside me. It was a white beated up looking car. I heard the car door open and slam and Phil appeared looking scared and nervous. He knelt down by me and rushed out "Im really sorry Dan I wasn't leaving you, i had troubles fiding my keys and i hope you know ill never leave you and im really sorry." He hugged me from the side lifting me up in the process. He wiped a tear away and i imediately wraped my arms around his neck. "Did you really think i wasn't coming back?" I nodded into his shoulder once again. "I wont leave you like that ever. I want you to understand that". I nodded and I actually believed that. I believed him. He smiled opening the car door signaling me to get in. It was a messy car so he was trying to throw stuff back in. When he got the car started he apologised. I smiled and shook my head. "Umm Attila?" He asked nervously. My eyes widened and I shook my head yes. "Your seriously my spirit animal" he laughed. Phil threw a CD in and pressed play. "Alright motherfucker listen up, this is for the fucking homies steady giving no fucks, if you wanna join the party put your middle fingers up and when the music fuckin hits you better jump, jump, jump!" I shook my head and giggled. "Hey I like Attila I will head bang to this shit!" I giggled once again blushing. We rode in the car for at least fifteen minutes before we pulled up to the mall. When we finally found a parking spot after several minutes of yelling at stupid people, Phil swung open the car door running to my side and opening it. He's adorable. Just when I was about to get out of the car he lifted me up bridal style causing me to gasp and shake my head in protest. He laughed evily running up to the enterance of the mall and walking in. I was still giving him the what-the-fuck-are-you-doing face. "It's okay we have to find a cart then ill let you down." He ran to an open cart an put me in it. "Alright where to?" I shrugged. "Hmm" he pondered for a bit stroking his invisible beard. "Are you hungry? It's like one thirty." I smiled and nodded before he took the cart and yelled "Foood!".