hey
today was a pretty good day.
i've been working on myself lately and figuring out what's best for me and the people around me. i hate feeling like i have unresolved conflict with people and i'm afraid to approach them because i know they won't be open about anything. i feel like every time i want to open up about something i have to be at my breaking point for them to listen and understand me.. then they don't even do anything to fix what i was upset about.. so it feels like an endless cycle of unresolved conflict.
i'm stuck at this point and i feel like i'm not gonna get anywhere.
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but any who
i got this new oil diffuser for my room to help me sleep and my skin, it's super nice and i like it a lot! i love things that help you relax like candles or incense. i don't know anything else that would help someone relax, maybe bath bombs and such. i don't know i love stuff like that.
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i can't believe summer is practically half over and i don't feel like i have done anything. which in a way i don't mind because i like to not feel stressed or overly busy sometimes. but i do like to be busy, not stressed though. i really need to get a job but i'm waiting for my skin to be better before i make any moves on any place. my skin is what basically got me fired at my last job.. and the manager was just ass.
i keep yawning and i took melatonin so i should probably head to bed.
goodnight whoever reads these because i'm a weird human.
maddy
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