𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒕 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 - 𝙥𝙟𝙝 [𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗻𝘂𝗲𝗱]

c h a p t e r 3 9

jihwan's pov

flashback

"So did you guys practice today?" Ugh, I hate that question so much, why do they have to fucking as the same question every single D A Y? I want to run right now.

I looked at my little brother and we decided to lie.

"Yes." I didn't stutter but he freakin' stuttered fuck you.

time skip

jihwan's pov

As we reached home, my dad called me and my little brother out

"You both, stop lying. Who told you to lie huh? !" Great getting scolded. Isn't it getting any better huh?

"Why? Why did you lie?" He said as he came closer. He's gonna slap me soon and him. So why not

"You guys lie with this mouth again." And yeah with that he slap me and my little brother a-not-so-hard slap so don't worry about that

"Don't be surprise that I slapped you." He said as he walked away. I rolled my eyes and said in my head why should I be surprised? Stupid.

I walked in my room and covered myself with a pillow. I screamed my lungs out as I cried "Why can't I just die? My life is so useless anyways. Just like what she said. You're useless and worthless. Sure and anyways what she said is always right right? Ugh. Why am I even here again? Oh yeah, to waste peoples time sure. I'll never be able to meet Jihoon anyways." That time, I had I hopes to meet him.

I was so happy that I heard they were coming to out country. But anyways, they're crushed anyways. .

end of flashback

jihwan's pov

"Wow. ." Was all that Jihoon oppa said

Ever since I turned 11, I wanted to be someone that my 'family' never had.

My so-called-father was a pianist, he could play all of the instrument. While my so-called-mother? She just continued my grandparents' work, that is selling cameras.

Okay, I won't go any further now.

"I'm sorry. ." He pulled me into a hug as i hug him back.

"Look Jieun. . Eomma didn't mean on hurting you okay? Nor did she mean on hurting me. ." He cupped my cheeks and kissed my forehead. "Just forgive her okay?" He continued as I nodded.

2 weeks later. . .

jihwan's pov

I looked at my room for the last time and sighed. I'm gonna miss the pinky-ness in my room. Yes, I love pink, a lot just likely brother.

I've packed up all of my stuff my dolls as well. Especially Jieun eonnie's doll, seriously, the dolls she gave me was so cute.

I finally went down with me wearing an over-sized black sweater with a mickey mouse picture on it. I wore blue-ripped short pants so that I could sit how I like:) Even though people can't see the short pants I don't care. I also used my grey NMD Adidas shoes. And to top them off, I wore high knee socks, but since the socks were pretty old, they reach under my knee.