Chapter Five

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Hello, extraordinary people, I hope you had a good sleep or a good day. If lives hard to keep fighting it gets better!

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We all walk into the dining room and sat down as Jin feeds each two eggs, two bacon, and two toast. Yoongi finally comes down in a blue baggy hoodie and grey sweatpants. We all start slowing down.

"So what's the plan today Joon?" Jin asks before taking another bite of his eggs.

"Well, I'm happy to say PD min gave us the day off." Namjoon smiles.

"Do you think we can get Gucci???" Tae asks eagerly and we all roll our eyes.

"The mall does sound like a good idea I need some more white shirts." Jungkook grins.

"Aish, you two." Namjoon and Jin say together like annoyed parents.

"Sorry, app and eomma," I say mockingly. They both glare and I giggle.

"So let's wait till we can all take a shower then go to the mall?" Hoseok asks.

"Well, I thought maybe going to the beach?" I ask them.

"There is a mall right next to the beach we can go there," Yoongi says.

"Yeah okay, besides I miss the beach," Jimin says.

"Last time you was there you got scared of a crab," Jin says laughing while jimin glares.

"Aish, shut up." So it's settled let's go get changed and take showers." Namjoon says setting the plan.

"I call the shower first!" I say to Namjoon and Jin and start running in the house to the bathroom in their room.

"Stop running you're gonna!-......fall," Jin says flinching when he hears a body smacking the wood floor.

"I'm okay!" I say and make it to the bathroom.

"Aish, one Namjoon is enough now two?" Jin says shaking his head.

"Hey!" Namjoon yells. Jin giggles.

Finally, Jin is the last one to shower and get change while we are all watching TV. Namjoon is wearing a black tank top and blue shorts. Jimin is wearing the same except with yellow shorts and in a much smaller size. Yoongi is wearing a striped blue and white tank and white shorts to match. Jungkook and the decision to wear the same outfit of a white tank and black shorts. Hoseok is wearing a white and red vertical line tank and red shorts. And Jin is wearing a pink shirt with white shorts. While I'm wearing a black T-shirt and long black shorts.

"Are you sure you're not gonna be hot in that?" Jin asks me.

"Yeah, I'm fine," I say smiling.

"Are we ready we don't have all day!" The complaints.

"Aish, we're going!" Jin says going out the door. Us all following behind him. We get in the car me in the back with Hoseok and yoongi, while jimin, jungkook, and they are in the middle. Jin is driving with Namjoon in the passenger seat.

We start driving and I quickly fall asleep on yoongi's shoulder but he seems to not mind as he lays his head on mine both of us falling asleep.

"Hey, guys we're here," Jin says shaking us. I open my eyes and see everyone already out of the car. I and yoongi quickly get out of the van to see Namjoon playing with crabs while the maknae line is playing in the water. Hoseok is sitting under an umbrella.

"You guys can go do what you want were gonna go to the mall in a few," Jin says walking over to where Hoseok is watching Namjoon fall on his face chasing after a hermit crab.

I giggle and look around seeing a tall wooden structure.

I run to it and sit at the top looking down at everyone and smile them looking back up smiling as well

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I run to it and sit at the top looking down at everyone and smile them looking back up smiling as well. I didn't notice yoongi was following me till he sat down right beside me.

"Hey." He says.

"Hi!" I say smiling.

"So that song you sang to me...what does it mean? I remember it saying "I'll cut my hair to make you stare. I'll hide my chest and I'll figure out a way to get us out of here."? What does it mean?" He says and I pause for a really long time and decide I should tell him the truth.

"The song is about a transgender person hints when it says, " I'll cut my hair to make you stare" meaning ill cut my hair and I know your gonna stare. And when it says "I'll hide my chest and figure out a way to get us out of here." It means I'm gonna hide my chest with a binder and figure out a way to get out of this unaccepting world. When it says "I'm a little sick right now"it's talking about gender dysphoria." I say and breath out he just nods.

(Btw that might not all be true but that's my interpretation of it)

"So why did you sing it? Are you transgender?" He asks turning to look at me. My breath hitches my palms grow sweaty I suddenly feel like I'm drowning under water. Or holding the world upon my shoulders like an atlas.

".....yes," I said it. I can't believe I said it. It feels so good to get off my chest. He smiles and hugs me I hug him back.

"Does anyone else know?" He asks into my ear petting my hair gently.

"Only Namjoon and Jin," I say and feel him nod.

"Hey, guys! Come down we're going to the mall now!" Jin says. And I smirk.

"Okay!" I yell and look at yoongi. "Get on my back and don't let go I say.

"What why!?" He asks.

"Just do it," I say standing up. He gets on my back holding on for dear life I take a few steps back and looks down at the others, smirking.

"No! Don't go down the-.....way." Jin says as I take a running start and jump off the platform diving into the water with yoongi on my back, he's surprisingly very light, even for me. I get out of the water and join the others yoongi getting off my back.

"Aish, you know how dangerous that was! You could've got hurt!" Jin scolds me but I just shrug it off.

"Let's go to the mall now," I say leading the way.

"Fine, but you're in trouble!" Jin yells at me the guys following us. I just laugh.

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Anyways that's all, for now, hope you enjoyed seeing you, my extraordinary people!

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