bts 8th member

• deppressed

(yeona pov)

as a idol i have alot of responsibility as if i have to make my self didn't overweight and work hard on writting songs.

recently, i haven't get any idea for writting a song. i felt so useless. than i started to stay at my studio overnight trying to get some idea for a song lyrics but nothing came.

the boys were really worried since i rarely comeback to the dorm and i even rarely eat anything. but when the boys ask me if i'm fine i always said 'i'm fine don't worry about me.' or 'i'm fine just tired.'

i think this is the fourth day i got stressed for not writting anything. i couldn't help myself and start to search for something sharp. than i found a cutter in my pensil case, i directly take it and start to cut my own body. i'm making sure i cut myself in a place that that the other member can't see.

after that blood were coming out of me but i didn't even care. until my vision was blurry and everything went black.

(jimin pov)

it's been a few day since yeona rarely come out from her studio, she usually just came out from her studio when it's time for practice. when it's time for eat she usually said 'i already eat boys.' and some kind like that.

i know someting was up so i decide to talk to her. after i arrived in front of her studio i knocked on the door. no answer. i knocked harder. no answer.

i was so worried so i decide to barged in. there i see a condition that i never want to see. yeona laying in the ground, blood all over her chlotes. i decided to call jin hyung.

(no one pov)

jin is just relaxing while watching tv when his phone rang.

"yeoboseyo?"

"hyung!! please come to yeona studio right now and call ambulance!!" jimin yelled through the phone.

"what?! what happ-" his voice cut off when jimin hung up

jin directly run to her studio with the other member following behind. taehyung already call the ambulance and they will come in 10 minutes.

when all of them arrived in yeona studio, all of them were shook and directly go to her.

"yeona ah!!" jungkook shout in the verge of tears.

after that the ambulance came and only one people could came and follow the ambulance so the member it should be jungkook since yeona is so close with jungkook

• time skip •

"park yeona guardian?" the doctor asked

"we are her member" jin said

"she's fine she just need alot more rest and she should eat more."

"ok, thank you so much doctor." namjoon said

(yeona pov)

when i woke up i see a really bright light

"yeona?" a man said and i think it is jungkook. i look the source of the voice and i see jungkook standing there in the verge of crying

"kookie?" you said smiling weakly

jungkook directly run to me and attack me in a hug.

"i tought i will lose you!" jungkook said to me

"no you're not jungkook ah" i said weakly

"what are you doing?! why did you cut yourself?!" jungkook yelled

after jungkook yelled the other member immidiately come inside.

"yeah, why did you cut yourself park yeona?" yoongi oppa said seriously

"i'm deppressed because i don't have any idea for writting a song" i explain

"then you cut yourself?" hoseok oppa said

"it just came to my mind" i replied

"here okay, you don't have to rush and make your ownself stressed. when you want to write a song you have to be relax and just go with the flow." namjoon oppa explain

"i'm sorry" i said

"it's fine yeona ah" jin oppa said calmly

after that accident the boys always by my side and always cheer me up whenever i'm sad.

a/n
annyeong 💜
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