it has been days since the boys ignored me and i am stress. i have to think about the haters and antis which is throwing me alot of hates each day and that things lead me to deppression.
i am back to my old self where i often cut myself when i feel like i need to and of course the boys don't notice it at all, they don't treat me like i am bts member anymore.
they always left me so i have to walk or use train to go to the bighit building for practice, they even forget to cook or buy me food and that makes me thinner.
i woke up getting ready for today practice, i get out from my room, as expected the dorm is empty. they left me again, i take an apple and start to head outside.
i was waitting for a train when suddenly someone patted my back, i look back to see who it is and it was the same girls like some days ago.
"they left you again?!" the girl said and i smile weakly "are you okay unnie? you get alot thinner than the last time we meet you." one of the girl said "let's get some coffee." i said after realizing that i leave ealier.
after getting some coffee we go back to the sub way and i get to the train. i have arrived but luckily i am not late this time. i walk to bts practice room and all the members are there doing their own bussiness before the practice start.
i put my belongings and sit beside it, i open my phone to see that i was mentioned in a twitter post.
yeona.jjang
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yeona.jjang ,, i met yeona this morning alone, she said that the boys left her. again. i met her some days ago and she was alone too that time. if you guys notice too, yeona and the boys have been distant each other. i really wonder what happen between them😞😥
ilove.j.k_ yeah i have noticed that too, even the duo maknae have been distant lately :(
yeoyeonnie i don't know what happened:( but i am dissapointed.
i read some other comments and trun off my phone while sighing. after some time, the time for practice have come and we start to practice.
( time skip )
we have finished our practice and i didn't make any mistakes, i walk with the boys to the van and we go back to the dorm.
in the way, i decide to post something in twitter since i rarely post in twitter. i type 'i am okay💜' for the caption and post it.
we have arrived in our dorm and i immidiately run to my own room. i curl myself like a ball while my mind goes everywhere.
'they don't love me.'
'nobody cares for me'
'i should have just died.'
'i am a burden.'
'i should end my life.'
yeah, maybe i should. i walk to my bedroom and take my razor and sleeping pills. i slid down near the toilet and start to cut my wrist. i hissed in pain but for me, the pain is pleasureable. i take some sleeping pills and stuff them inside my mouth.
less than a minute, all of my vision start to blur and i loss my conscious.
( no one pov )
after yeona goes to her room all the members are getting ready for their movie night. it wasnt new for them to have a movie night after a long day of practice.
when all of the member except yeona have sit down in the couch, well some of them is in the floor they start to watch the movie.
"don't you think we should stop ignoring her? i don't think she is still clingy, after we start ignoring her she actually stop and don't even bother to talk or disturb us again." taehyung said
"yeah, i think like that too." jungkook said and all of the member have decide to stop ignoring yeona. they all walk to yeona room wanting to apologize.
taehyung knock the door but no response, he knock again and no response was showed. taehyung open the door and suprisingly its not locked. he looked inside but no one was there.
"she isn't here" taehyung said "check her bathroom, she maybe there." jin said and all of them right now is standing in front of yeona's bathroom, they have tried to knock the door but there is no response.
they opened it and all of them is shock to see yeona in the ground with a blood in her wrist where she cut herself. the boys were really shocked to see their maknae laying in the ground lifeless.
knowing the condition, yoongi rushedly take out his phone from his pocket and called and ambulance. after some time, the ambullance came and the boys went to the hospital using their van.
once they arrived in the hospital, they rushedly go to the emergency room and wait in the waiting room. after some time, the doctor came out from the emergency room and all the boys immidiately stand up.
"how is she?!" namjoon said "she is fine but she really needs alot of rest and she also suffered depression and she selfharmed. she has woken up, you can visit her." the docotor said and all of the menber thank him.
all of them gt in to yeona's room and see her staring to nothing. "y-yeona" jimin suttered and yeona look at the boys as if they are ghosts. "what are you doing here? leave me." yeona said coldly not looking at them.
"look, we are sorry. we just think that you are c-clingy so we decide ro ignore you. but we don't mean to make you suffered deppression again. we are realy sorry." namjoon said representing the other boys
"i will forgive you, but promise me something." yeona said "what is it?" "if i did anything wrong just tell me and don't hide it from me." yeona said and all of the boys nodded.
"come here" yeona said and open her arns wide and they do a grouo hug.
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