My Drug

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I can't stop crying because I keep on trying
Trying to fix something that Is dying

My heart can't handle the storm I'm trying to forget but i can't take away the pain

Screaming and shouting everything's your fault my pain my weakness the way I am it was you you did this all to me you made me believe in a lie why? So you could rip out my heart?

My heart it throbs in his hands the tight grip he has is keeping me upright so I do not fall

But he screams in my face and he tightens his hold
Draining my life and my Soul

I've been here once before I think as I slowly fade it took an eternity to get myself to where I was and now I'm back here again

And I always think why do I keep coming back to the swirling storm of hurt and disper

And the only reason I have is that I love him

And yes I know my heart is braking but I cannot stay away

He is my greatness
He is my life
He is my soul

But at the same time

He is my anger
He is my pain
He is my internal heartbreak

But mainly?
  He is my drug

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For my friend I've been there once before so it wasn't hard to Wright this

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 08, 2019 ⏰

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