Blind Eyes That See

Chapter 4.

Ayite's Pov

I opened my eyes and closed them once again. The light was too bright, And my eyes still felt heavy. I felt someone wrap their arms around me and I let out a noise of approval.

"Antonio.."

"Morning babe," he kissed my cheek

"Morning.." I groaned and turned away

"C'mon get up sleepy head." He said as he shook me lightly

"1 more hour." I said with my face on the pillow

"Haha, c'mon Ayite.."

After a lot of begging and pushing me into the bathroom to cold water, I finally woke up. Antonio and I changed to a better apartment not long after Jamal and Anees had moved in together. He's like a pretty little girl. I don't think Jamal is ever letting him go.

"Baeeee!!!! Hurry up!!!!" Antonio's screams were so god damn loud

"Alright !!!! Damn.. "

When I came inside the room, the nigga was in bed like he had not been calling me a couple of minutes ago at the top of his lungs.

"Come.." He said softly

I went and laid beside him in the bed for a while, waiting for him to say something. But instead he jumped on top of me. His hands held him up but our bottom half brushed past each other.

"Antonio?"

"You love me right?" He asked me

"Yeah, of course.. Why?"

He didn't even bother to answer me. The towel that was wrapped around my wasn't there anymore and he kissed me roughly. He bit on my bottom lip and I can't believe it didn't bleed from the force of the bite. I let out am embarrassing moan.

"Antonio.. I just took a shower.." I said trying to push him off

"But you want it." He said

I blushed. Because it was true. I did want to. But I want to sleep even more. But I let him continue. I'll find out why he's being like this later on. He slipped in slowly, letting himself enjoy the moment. I shut my eyes closed for a Second before finally enjoying it. He pushed my legs up with his hands and started a steady rhythm. I only closed my eyes and bit my lip as I heard myself slip out a couple of foul words and needy sounds.

"No one will ever love you like I do.. You're mine.. Always. " he said as he sped up his pace

"Ahh.. Yes.. Baby I know.."

"No one you heard me Ayite! Mine. You're mine! She's not gonna take you!"

With every word, his thrusts became much harder and rougher. It was a good feeling that I have learned to enjoy though.

"Her? Ah- who's- ah! Her?"

"Angela..."

He said her name like venom. I laughed lightly but he didn't like it because he reached deeper this time and I felt him hit that spot that had me screaming his name and teaching my peak very quickly.

"You're-huff- jealous?" I asked

"No. I have nothing to worry about. You're mine."

He's jealous. It's actually kinda cute. He soon reached his climax. He kissed me as he rode out his orgasm. A couple of more thrusts later he collapsed beside me. I breathed out heavily and snuggled into his arms. I love the way he hugs me protectively. Who knew that all the teasing that Ruth did to us would soon come true. When did I fall in love with him? I think that I always was. But I'm glad that we've made it this far. But there's always the fear that one day he'll get tired of me. What would I do then?

"What're you thinking about?" He shook me back into reality

"Oh, nothing.. I'm so glad I met you."

"We'd end up meeting anyway.. We were meant to be. " he said

His words sent shivers down my spine. He's always so blunt about things. I wish I was like him. I wish I could just say what's on my mind. But I can't. It's like every single word I want to say is stuck in my throat and it won't come out no matter how hard I try.

"Hey, what's wrong? It's like there's something stuck-"

"I love you!!"

And then it went silent. My mouth rushed and my brain stopped for a second. I sighed and pushed him aside. I turned my head and felt my cheeks heat.

"I love you too.." He said as he wrapped his arm around me completely

"I'm sorry.. That wasn't.. Umm.. I do.. But.. Ugh.."

"I know.. Hey.. Look at me. I love you okay? It's okay if sometimes you can't express how you feel. But you always let me know that you love me. As long as you love me then there is nothing else that really matters. I would give up anything for you."

And I began to cry like a baby. Because he's had to give up everything for me and I'm still here doubting our love.

"Don't doubt my love for you, or the fact that we will make it forever. Because I can't live without you. And I'm not even playing. I honestly can't live without my best friend, my lover, my everything. I want you to understand that I am so god damn in love with you. This love that I have for you is so incredible.. I could never stop loving you.. I hope that... You, never stop loving me.."

Our lips met instantly. And I felt all this doubt wash off my body. I love him. And he loves me. And really, there's nothing else to say about us.