i allowed you to make me lose myself
you sucked the life out of me
i no longer had anything for myself
i loved you more than i loved me
more than i loved anything really
i granted you ownership
to my mind, body, and soul
you used that to your advantage
and you bruised me
i chose to believe that it was love
because if i allowed myself to think
otherwise id fall apart
the thought of starting over
it frightened me
i didnt want to know what it was
to love someone else
i only wanted to love you
its funny how things work though
it was you who left first
i guess it only hurt so much
because i realized i couldve
never done that to you
no matter the damage
you did to my soul
