Love/Hate. - Zayn Malik.

Chapter 26 x

*next day*
I did my normal morning routine. There was only one thing missing. My ride to school. I hadn't thought of that yet.. I just gonna go with the bus i think. I walked over to the bus stop and saw Zayn standing in his front yard. Probably waiting for the boys who came out a few seconds later. He looked me in the eyes. As i noticed i was staring i continued walking. He called my name but i didn't listen. I don't wanna talk to him.. yet. Maybe ever. Maybe never. Who knows. The day went by very slowly. People were staring at me and talking about me. Probably some rumour. Idgaf. This was my last 15 minutes at school today. The teacher kept looking at me the whole time. Probably cause i wasn't doing anything. I just sat there chewing my gum. I looked over to Lily wwho was death glraing Ashley who was looking at me. I put my middle finger up. The teacher got mad. "Excuse me Miss Fields, we don't use that kind of gestures here. Apologise to Miss Williams." I stood up and walked over to Ashley's table. "I'm sorry for making such gestures to you Miss Williams." I was reeady to kill her but i had to stay calm. "Why thank you Allison. Apology accepted."She smiled. I almost vomit. By looking at her face. "I think i'm gonna be sick." I said looking at her. Some people started laughing. " Ssshh.. Miss Fields take your seat- " That moment the bell rang. I grabbed my bag and went to my locker immediately. Did i tell you there's a prom coming? Yeah, next week. It had to be like 2 weeks ago, but the teachers postponed it for some reason. Well not that i'm going anyway.. I have no boyfriends to go with. I don't even have friends to go with.. FML.

Right that moment Lily and Noella came up to me. I set up my poker face as usual. "Alli. Eh.. I know you don't like me as much as you did before but i really want you to come to prom with us. I mean.. We can work it out right? I really want to be friends with you again.." She looked sad. I can't stand it when she's sad. "I'm sorry Lily. I can't.. I don't even have a date." I said. "But Harry and Niall want you to come too. They miss you, and i do too. Please come. Do it for them.." She smiled. I gave her a little smile back. "I miss you too Lily, but you have to give me a little space to handle this okay? It's all gonna be okay but just not now.." I said an grabbed my stuff out of my locker. I went to the bus stop. I waited for like and hour but the bus didn't come. Fuck.My.Life. I decided to call Toby.
*Phone conversation*
A - Toby?..
T - Hmm.?
A - Can you please come pick me up?
T - If you're not in a bar then yes i can pick you up.
A - I'm not. I'm at school. I waited for the bus to arrive but the damn thing didn't. So yeah..
T - Oh.. Okay i'll be there in a few.
*End of conversation*

I walked back to the parking lot at school. I checked my phone. A new message from Zayn. It said:
- Babe if you read this. I miss you. Please talk to me, i wanna explain.. x

This made me a little angry. Did he think this is only hard for him? Gosh..
Why did i open the damn message? Yeah i don't know. Why am i talking to myself? Cause i'm retarded. I waited for Toby. It took a while before he came. Wonder why.

Zayn's POV
I can't believe myself. Why did i cheat on the most beautiful girl i've ever seen? Why did i cheat on the sweetest girl i've ever met? Why am i so stupid? Yeh cause i'm Zayn. I always screw things up. I hate myself. Me and Alli haven't talked in a long time. It were only a couple of days but i missed her so much. She didn't reply any of my texts. She didn't even look at me. Only this morning. She looked so lost. So tired. Probably from the crying she did. I looked awful myself too. I din't eat and i didn't sleep. I've never had this when a girl broke up with me. I'm really in love with her. No i mean.. I love her. Yes i said it. I love her. And i'm gonna do everything to get her back.

Today i didn't do anything. So boring without Alli. I decided to text her again.
- Babe if you read this. I miss you. Please talk to me, i wanna explain.. x

Again she didn't reply. Maybe she was really done with me. But i'm still gonna do everything to ger her back. I need her.
My doorbell rang. I hope it's her. But nope. It was her brother. Oh lord here we go. He grabbed my throat. and pushed me to the wall. I pushed him off. "What the hell?!"

Toby's POV.
Alli asked me to pick herup. But since she was gone i had to do one thing. I walked over to Zayn's house. He opened the door and i grabbed his throat. He pushed me off. "What the hell?!" He yelled. "What the ffuck did you do to my sister?!" I pushed him. "She cries over you every fucking day. You've hurt her so much! And i warned you." Shit i shouldn't have said that but who cares. I hit his face. He then punched me too. I wanted to beat the shit out of him but Niall and Lily stopped us from fighting. " THAT'S ENOUGH!" Lily yelled. "Get off of me Lily I have to deal with this piece of shit for a sec." I was really angry right now. "Toby, this is not good for any of us. Stop fighting! I'm sure Alli will be mad if she finds out you hit Zayn." Lily yelled. She was right. Zayn was rubbing his cheek. I hit him pretty hard. "Okay, i'll stop for Alli. You Zayn, can go fuck yourself. Be glad i didn't kill you. I said and walked out. I know i was one year younger than him but he was scared of me, and he should be. I walked over to my car and drove to school.

Allison's POV.
Toby arrived at school. Finally. "Where have you been?! I've waited for almost 2 hours.." I said and looked at Toby. He was wearing a hat. He never wears hats. "Toby..? Why are you wearing a hat? Let me see your face." He turned away but i grabbed his chin and looked at his face. "Toby what the fuck happened?!" "I just got in a little fight before i got here.." He said. "Whit who?" I already had a clue who it could've been. "Just some.. Kid. I don't know him." I didn't be;ieve him but okay. "Are you okay?" I asked. "Yup." He replied and drove away.

When I came home I sat down on the couch and Toby was in the kitchen making some drinks. I got a new text message from Zayn. It said:
-Thanks for sending your brother to me. We had a great time till he punched me in the face. Thanks.

Why did he say that? I never- wait whut? " Toby..?" I said and he came out of the kitchen. " Hmm?" " Did you talk to Zayn today..?" I looked at him. " No." " So Zayn's lying then?." " That bastard... Okay I went to his house and kinda got in a little fight with him.." He said. This made me angry. " So you hit my ex in the face and you lied to me about it..? Thanks for being the best brother.." I stood up and wanted to walk away. But he stopped me. " Alli I'm sorry for not telling you." " Why is everyone lying to me these days?.." I said and walked upstairs but he followed me. " Alli.. Stop.. I'm sorry for not telling you but I knew you were gonna react like this." I walked into my room and closet the door. Everybody can fuck off now. If you all gonna lie to me, screw you. I logged in on my twitter and had 100000 new mentions but I really didn't care. I saw 1 tweet from Danielle who said : I'll always be here for you if you need me. Xx.
And Eleanor replied to that with : Yeah me too love. Xxx

These girls are so sweet. Okay so now I checked Zayn twitter. He had tweeted much these days. One tweet said : that awful feeling when you did something really stupid to the one who are special to you. So many people replied on that. But he didn't answer them. Also one of his tweets said : Stop the tape and rewind. I decided to retweet it. Just because he was talking about me. I tweeted : that great feeling when you don't have any friends, cause they all decided to bail on you. -,-
So many people replied, favourite and retweeted my tweet. I immediately logged off twitter and went to bed. It was only 6 pm but wtf am I going to do the rest of the day?. First I had to text Zayn back.
- I didn't. Sorry he hit you, but that wasn't my plan..

he replied quickly.
- Oh.. He also told me you cry over me everyday. I don't want that. I don't want to see you sad Alli. Is there anything I can do?..
- No.

Now I really went to bed and fell asleep quick.