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Hey there! 🍒

A small note before we start:

This book is a part of the journey when I first started writing. Although, I unpublished it in order to polish my writing into better words, make it less cringey and more perfect, but in the end I couldn't bring myself to do it.

Because, this was me, how I started. Although I'm pretty sure I've improved a lot more, but still the excitement when I actually started this story can never compete to the present day, hence with that thought this book survived.

And I'm republishing it again as it is, with just some little edits here and there. Hope, my message was transferred as I wanted, since although how much cringey of writing I had, but from there only I became who I'm today. And I don't want to forget that.

Thank you!

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"Love is not what told, but it is the feeling you can never tell how it exactly feels!"

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"Jungkook, Jungkook, Jungkook, 'Taekook is the best unit' you know!"

"Yes hyung, I know it better! You Tae Tae, me Jungkook; and it's 'TAEKOOK!' Yah!"

As the soft giggles of two little children could be heard, everything went blur...

"NO!" Jungkook woke up from his sleep, breathing heavily as sweat beads formed over his forehead. Eyes were widened and red as if he was about to break down crying right at the moment.

The same dream, same two children, same voice, same giggling sounds, same lines and yet the same term 'Taekook' !

"Not again!" Jungkook whispered, completely devastated and broken, keeping his head low as teardrops fell down rolling over his cheek.

"Why? Just why? Oh god! why do you have to be so mean? All I wanted is to be with him forever, love him for eternity, and I still want it! But if that's not in my destiny, then just leave me to survive my own life, why the same dream over and over again has to keep breaking me down every single day...even more!"

The Sun was shining brightly, unlike his unhappy days.

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JUNGKOOK'S POV:-

Since the day I lost him, my life has been a mess; like I am a living corpse. I am living; yet I feel lifeless. I am breathing; yet I feel breathless. I have hope that one day I will find him; but yet I feel hopeless.

I am acting all strong and hard from outside, but infact I am broken.

Each and every day passing by, I want to numb this pain I feel in my heart, I want him, I want to see him again, I want him to claim me as his, although he don't know that I loved him, and I still do!

Today also I was unable to wake up a good morning, cause those childhood memories, that same dream, haunted me more than anything else.

As I took a shower, and was being ready for the school, I heard a voice getting closer to my room.

"Hey! Morning bunny! Are not you ready for school yet?"

"Morning Jimin hyung, almost done, please wait in the hall, I am on my way soon"

"Okay then, come on," and he left.

Park Jimin, my childhood friend, more like a very caring brother, he is older than me; maybe that's what bring those brotherly feelings towards me.