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Jealousy!

Meaning: The state or feeling of being jealous. (Noun)

Synonyms: Desire, Spite etc.

Desire: A strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen; lustfulness. (Noun)
: wanting someone. (Verb)

Spite: A desire to hurt, annoy, or offend someone. (Noun)

: Deliberately hurt, annoy, or offend someone. (Verb)

Once eyed for someone or something, the continuous want or anxiety getting bloomed inside one can't be deprived. It blooms, but won't wither. Eventually driving one away from his or her correct state of mind.

Once decided to do anything to get what we want, as a result either it may be a desired heaven or an unexpected hell, depending on the actions of how we try to get that thing or person.

It may be all flowers, when one get jealous for someone and eventually claim that someone as his or her, unfurling the feelings that once buried inside the heart. It's kinda cute yet possessive. But at the end lessening the distance between two loving hearts, hence freeing them from all the insecurities once arised.

But at the same time, in other way it totally goes other way around when insecurities get the best of it in one due to jealousy. Anger, betrayal, rejection etc. are the thoughts getting occupied in the mind of one, alas breaking out the final decision of breaking up with his or her loved one. Just because of jealousy, when one could have handled it with open discussion and all, it actually led to the breaking apart of two loving hearts. Hell! Isn't it?

But the worst thing is that, after the pair splitting apart the last thing they want is the other's happiness. Instead they try to hurt each other, trying to make the other one feel how much they have suffered themselves when they could've done it when in relationship sharing every thing, rather getting their insecurities high.

Tricky ain't it?

Jealousy, may lead to a pair getting closer to each other, vanishing all their doubts in the mean time, reliving love. Yet again, it can make any pair split apart. But it mean only for those who are not secure enough, who don't have that much faith on their other partner. Hence hurting each other, killing love.

But literature apart, Yoongi was actually stuck somewhere in between the both feelings.

He was desiring for Jimin, wanting all to him, spending every single moment with him. Yet his jealousy only being fuelled by Jimin being that close to Jungkook wanted him to make Jimin feel the same jealousy as he did and was feeling, verbally out of spite.

And...

He was Min Yoongi.

The Universe knows!

🌻💫

Time flew by happily in the cafe for Jimin and Jungkook minus the heat they arose in some other two males, unknowingly.

Unknown to what consequence it could bring to them.

Finally it was the time for returning home. Both the males were nearing to the school gate, walking side by side, their arms brushing against the other, happily chattering before they stopped outside the school to bid each other goodbye.