jimin pov
i ran home and i had tears coming down on my face, while jaebum was probably standing there doing whatever.
i arrive home and flop on my bed. i can't believe i just cheated on taehyung! what is wrong with me??! im the worst boyfriend ever. should i tell my best friends about this? so i called seokjin. "hello?" seokjin asked. "i need to tell you something, can you come over, with hoseok?" i ask. "what's wrong? okay, we will come over." seokjin said. "okay, thank you." seokjin said. "thank you. bye." i say and he says bye too and hangs up.
"yes jimin?" hoseok asked. "i need to tell you guys something so go on the couch." i say. im super nervous. "is it about taehyung? i will hurt him if he hurt you." seokjin said. "no.. it's about jaebum." i say. "ok.. go on. he better not have hurt you either." hoseok said. "well, i was walking home and jaebum was running behind me so i ran as well, i was trying to make him let go of me, but i couldn't, then he said that he didn't want to ruin my pretty face, and then.. he kissed me." i say. "what?? he kissed you!? why?!" hoseok asked. "i-i don't know. b-but i did something really bad." i say. "what did you do?" seokjin asked. "w-well, i tried to fight him back, but i just stayed there. b-because i didn't want to fight back, i wanted to stay there." i say. now at this point im just crying. "oh my god. why did i do this? im terrible." i say. "oh my, come here," hoseok said and they gave me a hug, "well, at least you were honest and thats the best thing you could do in this situation. so, what i recommend is that you tell taehyung soon because we wouldn't want him finding out down the road." hoseok said. "yeah, the sooner the better, tell him what you just told us, but it's good that you were honest." seokjin said. "okay. thanks. you guys are the best." i say.
it's lunchtime and i plan on telling taehyung about what happened yesterday. i feel so bad for him because he has no idea jaebum kissed me and that well, i didn't mind him kissing me. im the worst.
next thing i know, jaebum is on the stage and he has the microphone in his hand, looks like he's about to say something. "testing, testing.. okay, this'll be short, yesterday, i kissed jimin and he fought back momentarily and then he stopped fighting back and he seemed to not care, then after that, he blushed. and then he ran away. long story short, jimin cheated on taehyung." jaebum said and everyone looked at me in shock, and taehyung looked shocked, angry, and most importantly, hurt, betrayed and sad. he just stared at me hurt, then he took my hand and we ran out the school.
i hurt him really bad didn't i? im sorry taehyung, im so so sorry.
"and you weren't gonna tell me this?" taehyung said, angry but he tried to not yell. "i-i was going to t-tell you today, after s-school b-but he beat me to it. i w-was going to t-tell you everything t-taehyung, everything. and since im very honest, i-i will tell you that i d-didn't want t-to let go of j-jaebum. im so so so so so so sorry, taehyung. i r-really do l-love you, im sorry, p-please don't h-hate me." i say. im crying at this point and taehyung looks at me just sad, angry and hurt. "i-i don't h-hate you at all jimin, i still love you very much. but i think we need to take a b-break. not, break u-up, but j-just a break. i still love you very much though." taehyung said. he gave me a hug and i hugged him back.
i couldn't believe this. a break? why a break?
i went back to class, everyone asking me what happened but i will only tell seokjin and hoseok what happened. everyone else just assumed that we broke up. but we didn't right? oh goodness.
i walked to my house very quickly with seokjin and hoseok. i told them what happened, they looked sad. "it's okay jimin. at least he still loves you and doesn't hate you. a break is not a break up. please remain strong jimin, for us." seokjin said and hoseok hugging me. "o-okay." i say. "im not going to school tomorrow." i just didn't feel like it. "oh okay, that's fine." hoseok said.
i feel bad -chanell
