Why me?!

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I was in first hour and I was still thinkin about the situation with Tim and Stephen I saw this sayin last night by Johnny depp if you love two people choose the second one because if you love the first one you wouldnt like the second. And it got me thinkin I do kinda love Tim more than Stephen I mean i dont know if Tim wanted me then I would date him and not Stephen in a second no big deal.

Kay isn't at school today an neither is Troy or Lloyd. No one is here I'm alone. So I'm just sitting there alone in the back of the auditorium doin nothing and I hear the choir door close. Oh shit. My heart started beating really fast and I realized that, that doesn't happen when I think of Stephen anymore. It's been almost a month sense we started dateing again an Tim hasnt hardly talke to me. Then he walked around the corner and when I looked at him I realized that I loved him more than Stephen. So I took a chance and walked up to him.

"hey Tim!" I said "hey" he replyed " whats up?" I said smileing

"nothing much, are to you still with that one kid?" he asked unsure of his words. I racked my brain for what to say come on Beth say something!

"no not reall- well...i don't know." I said wow nice job Beth

"haha yeah i know how that is I think me and Lauren are gunna break up soon. "

"oh really?" I said doing a mental happy dance

"yeah" was all he said and shrugged" well I better get back to class" he said and walked the few inches closer to mee to give me a hug. After a minute he piled away but not completely and looked in my eyes. I stared back into his watching him. I think I saw adoration?....love? Ugh! I just never know with him. Then he started to lean in slowly watching me and looked at my lips almost tauntingly. I licked my lips. And he growled a little bit and closed the millimeter space between us crushing his lips to mine.

His hand slid down to my hip the othe in my hair. As I tightened my grip on his shoulders deepening the kiss I hear another growl fro his chest only makeing me want him more. Then he broke the kiss and stepped away. Oh wow. I thought as my body was on fire and my lips were tingling from our kiss e looked at me then moved in again with a playful smirk on his lips then turned around and started to walk away. Ugh! How many times do I have to do this! I grabbed his arm and pushed him against the wall and crushed my lips to his and we fell in sync again then he flipped us ove si that he was holding me against the wall and pushed his body flush against mine. We fit to get her perfectly.

One of his arms on the right side of my head rested against the wall the other around my waist mine were on his back clinging on for dear life, a he deepend the kiss and locked my bottom lip for entrance which I happily granted as I felt his tounge against mine makeing me moan I herd him growl oh my god I loved it when he growled like that! Then we herd foot steps but I didn't care and apparently neither did he as I opens my eyes I saw Troy standing there with wide eyes. Fuck.

"ummm" was all he said then Tim pulled away and they just started talking like nothing happend. What the hell why is he not yellin at tim ugh this is confuseing

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After school

I went home and put my stuff down on the bed and pulled out my phone it was a text from Tim

"your safe now." was all it said. What the hell?

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