lmao it's just me being emo at the start but then me saying random shit later

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Why am I updating no one is going to read this anyway tsk sometimes I feel like we are all little infinities and I am just an infinitie that can't do anything right like I cant make my dad happy and I cant tell him that I'm transgender because he always calls me his little girl and it makes me want to die everyday knowing that I am lying to him and keeping secrets that I dont need to keep and just trying to live up to his expectations with a perfect report card and a funny "little girl who will grow up to be a great wife to any man she meets" yeah thats right I havent even told him that I like girls yet UHHHHHHHH I just wish life was easier but the world isnt a wish granting factory and I'm not any different from the next person trying to come out to their parents thats just too much of a coward to come out