CHAPTER 4 ROSA
AFTER TALKING TO MY BOSS I KNOW I DON'T HAVE A JOB...AND BEING THAT GEMINI ASKED TO TAKE CARE OF ME I CAN SURLY SAY THE OFFER WAS RIGHT ON TIME. I'VE SAVED UP LOTS OF MONEY KNOWING THIS DAY WOULD COME. I ALWAYS DID SIDE JOBS EVEN WHEN I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO. WITH THIS DEVIL INSIDE ME GOD KNOWS I HAD TO DO SOMETHING. I'VE BEEN GOING TO CHURCH LATELY HOPING GOD AND EVERYONE ELSE CAN FORGIVE ME WHEN THEY FIND OUT I HAD GIVEN THEM THIS BURDEN. WHEN I FIRST FOUND OUT I HAD IT I WAS IN RAGE. I ACTED OUT AND STARTED GIVING IT TO EVERYONE. YES! I! HAVE! AIDS! I'VE NEVER FELT BAD ABOUT WHAT I WAS DOING UNTIL NOW. THE DAY I MET GEMINI SHE CHANGED MY WORLD. SHE SHOWED ME HOW IT WAS TO BE REALLY LOVED. AND WHEN SHE TOUCHED ME IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE NOTHING ELSE MATTERED. I USE TO ALWAYS FEEL NASTY AND UNLOVED. AND IT SEEMED AS IF THEY WERE ALWAYS SO GREEDY TO SLIDE IN MY YOUNG PUSSY. MEN DIDN'T CARE THAT I WAS YOUNG. ALL THEY CARED ABOUT WAS MY BIG TITS AND ASS THAT I HAD AND A PRETTY FACE TO MATCH. THEY WERE ALL PERVERTS! MY MOTHER USE TO HAVE THEM FUCK ME. I MADE SURE WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS INFECTED THAT I GAVE IT TO EVERY DRUG DEALER THAT WOULD HAVE ME. BUT IT WAS ONE WHO WOULD NOT LOOK AT ME PERIOD. HE SAID HE COULD SMELL TROUBLE ALL OVER ME. BUT TRUST ONE DAY ILL GET HIM TO.
I HAD KILLED MY MADRE THE DAY BEFORE I FOUND OUT I HAD AIDS, I DIDN'T FEEL WELL MY STOMACH WAS HURTING SOMETHING FURIOUS AND I KEPT THROWING UP AND HAVING A BAD DISCHARGE. AT THE AGE OF 16 I WAS ABLE TO GO TO THE CLINIC WITHOUT MY MOTHER.
HELLO MISS, DO YOU NEED TO BE SEEN?
YES MA'AM I DO.
WHAT'S WRONG HONEY? AND HAVE YOU BEEN HERE BEFORE?
NO MA'AM I'VE NEVER BEEN HERE AND I TOLD HER ABOUT THE SYMPTOMS I WAS HAVING. AFTER BOUT 30 MINUTES I WAS CALLED BACK BY A GIRL I HAD GOTTEN INTO IT WITH OVER A BOY I DIDN'T EVEN WANT. HER MAN WAS CHECKING FOR ME AND I THREW NOTHING BUT SHADE, OF COURSE, HE FELT INSULTED AND STARTED TALKING LOUD AND CRAZY
(FLASHBACK)
I WAS WALKING TO THE STORE FOR MY MOMA AFTER ONE OF HER JOHNS HAD JUST RAPED ME FOR THE THOUSANDTH TIME...SO I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE SEEING, HEARING, OR HAVING ANY TYPE OF CONTACT WITH ANY LIKE OF THE MALE SPECIES
HEY LIL MOMA, WHAT'S YOUR NAME?
WITH MY HEAD DOWN AND WALKING A LITTLE FASTER I SAID "HEY " AND KEPT MOVING
BITCH YOU HEARD ME SPEAK TO YOUR FUNKY ASS, YOU PROBABLY AIN'T SHIT ANY WAY TRICK...
TURNING AROUND I YELLED, "FUCK YOU ASSHOLE!" AND AS SOON AS I TURNED BACK ROUND I WAS CONFRONTED BY THIS SHORT LIGHT SKIN CHICK WITH A SMALL WAIST, BEAUTIFUL BROWN EYES, THICK THIGHS, AND A MEAN MUG...
BITCH I KNOW YOU AIN'T TRYING TO GET AT MY MAN???!!!
I'M NOT IN THE MOOD FOR THIS SHIT AND YOUR MAN WAS TRYING TO HOLLA AT ME!!!
OH BITCH I DON'T CARE WHAT MOOD YOU ARE IN BUT YOU STILL CAN GET YOUR ASS WHOOPED!!!
AS HER GIRLS WERE SURROUNDING ME I SQUARED UP READY FOR A RUMBLE...I WASN'T SCARED, HELL I HAD BEEN THROUGH MUCH WORSE...
AN ELDERLY LADY THAT KNEW ME CAME TO MY AID AND STOPPED THEM FROM JUMPING ME...
THANK THE LORD FOR HER SWEET SOUL.
NEXT TIME BITCH, YOU GOT A GUARDIAN ANGEL!
(OVER)
NOW HERE I WAS AT THIS CLINIC AND SHE CALLED MY NAME OMG HERE'S OUR NEXT TIME.
HELLO, I SEE YOU'RE NOT FEELING WELL...
UMMMM YEA I FEEL LIKE CRAP
TELL ME WHAT'S WRONG
WELL..........
ONCE WE GOT BACK TO THE ROOM SHE FINALLY LOOKED UP AT ME AND REALIZED WHO I WAS ...I INSTANTLY BECAME SCARED BECAUSE AT THIS POINT I WAS SO WEAK AND SHE NOTICED THE WAY I WAS LOOKING
LOOK BABY GIRL I AIN'T ON THAT NO MORE I WAS YOUNG AND DUMB, I'M ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS NOW. I'M GLAD WE DIDN'T FIGHT THAT DAY OR I WOULD HAVE RUINED MY LIFE BY TRYING TO FIGHT SOMEONE OVER A NOTHING-ASS PUNK.
AFTER THAT WE WERE GOOD AND SHE HAS TAKEN CARE OF MY WELL-BEING AND MEDS EVERY SINCE...
I CONTRACTED THE MONSTER WHEN MY MADRE KEPT SELLING ME TO HER TRICKS. I USED TO BE MAD AND HURT AT THE SAME TIME ABOUT KILLING MY MOTHER, BUT WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS GLAD I OFFED HER DIRTY ASS.
MY BOSS FLIPPED ON ME AND ITS DEFINITELY NOT WHAT I EXPECTED. I THOUGHT SHE WAS GOING TO KILL MY ASS. SHE'S DONE WORSE TO BITCHS FOR LESS. IM GLAD SHE HAD A SOFT SPOT FOR ME...OR YA GIRL WOULD BE FED TO THE EGYPTIAN WOLVES SHE KEEPS ON HER PRIVATE ISLAND.
(RINGGG RINGGGG) DAMN ITS.....
HEY BABY!
YOU ARE READING
LEZ-BE HONEST
Misteri / ThrillerBlack was a girl born and raised in the hood...most females hated her. Her swag and mentality was that of a male hustler. The dope boys became her foot stools and runners in the game...They loved her, but she was forbidden fruit. Ez who was a nickle...
