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HELLO STRANGER, HOW ARE YOU? I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO ASK THAT SINCE WE LIVE TOGETHER BUT IT SEEMS YOU'VE TAKEN ON A WHOLE OTHER LIFESTYLE GEMINI...
UMMMM, NAW BAY IT AIN'T LIKE THAT IT'S JUST THAT I'VE BEEN BUSY FEEL ME?
NO, I DON'T SORRY...BUT WHAT I HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IS THAT I'VE BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL AND EVERYTHING I MUST SAY IT WAS STRANGE THAT I COULDN'T EVEN GET A CALL OR VISIT! PLEASE DON'T SAY YOU DIDN'T KNOW CAUSE THE HOSPITAL CALLED YOU AND SO DID I...SO TELL ME BABY WHO IS SHE?
HUH???
IF YOU CAN HUH YOU CAN HEAR ME!!!!
BAE I'M NOT WITH ANYONE I'VE JUST NOT BEEN MYSELF, I'M SORRY THAT YOU WERE IN THE HOSPITAL. BY THE WAY, WHY WERE YOU IN THERE ANYWAY?
IT DOESN'T MATTER NOW, YOU WEREN'T THERE ANYWAY. SO YOU NEVER ANSWERED ME, WHO IS SHE?
BABY, I'M NOT WITH ANYONE AND I CANT SAY IM SORRY ENOUGH...I JUST WANTED TO HEAR YOUR VOICE...
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN STAYING?
AT THE HOTEL AND THE STABLE WATCHING THESE GIRLS. MAN SOME OF THEM ARE A TRIP, THEY KINDA GETTING OUTTA HAND.
DO YOU NEED MY HELP OVER THERE?
NAW I HAVE IT, DON'T WORRY YOU HAVE ENOUGH ON YOUR PLATE. BABY, CAN WE SIT DOWN AND HAVE A SERIOUS TALK?
SURE ABOUT WHAT?
I WOULD RATHER WE DO THIS FACE-TO-FACE.
(THIS BITCH IS SITTING HERE ALL INFECTED AND THINKS I DON'T KNOW. EVERYDAY IT'S BREAKING MY HEART TO KNOW SHE WOULD DESTROY US FOR A PIECE OF ASS EVERYBODY'S HAD) SURE BABY WHEN WOULD YOU LIKE TO TALK?
HOW ABOUT AFTER WE COME FROM THE MEET AND GREET?
WELL SORRY TO SAY BABY I'M NOT FEELING UP TO PAR, SO I'M NOT GOING.
DAMN BAE IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN GET YOU?
NO BABY I'M FINE.
WELL, I'LL BE HOME IN A LITTLE WHILE I NEED TO RELAX...BEFORE PACKING TO LEAVE...
OK SEE YA LATER BYE...
ONE SHAWTY...
(GEMINI)
DAMN REALLY MISS MY BABY I KNOW WE'VE HAD OUR UPS AND DOWNS. OUR LOVE WAS SUPPOSED TO WEATHER THE STORM AND WE'VE ALLOWED THE OUTSIDE IN, SOMETHING WE SAID WE'D NEVER DO...IN MY HEART I FEEL THERE'S SOMEONE ELSE BUT, HELL HOW CAN I COMPLAIN WHEN I'M LEADING A WHOLE OTHER LIFESTYLE WITH SOMEONE ELSE...SMH MAN AND TO TOP IT OFF I HAVE HIV...I AND BLACK WERE THE PERFECT POWER COUPLE AT TIMES SHE WAS A LITTLE TOO LAID BACK BECAUSE SHE WAS CONTENT WITH WHAT WE HAD...AND SHE ALWAYS SAID BIGGER AND MORE WOULD TEAR US APART...AND SHE DIDN'T LIE...I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN THE LIMELIGHT OF THINGS AND FLASH WHO I WAS AND MY GOD-GIVEN TALENT...BLACK WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN I HAD NOTHING WORKING THE LITTLE 9 TO 5 SHIT SOMETIMES I DIDN'T HAVE THAT AND SHE HELD US DOWN ON SOME REAL SHIT...AND WHEN I WANTED TO GIVE UP ON LIFE, SCHOOL, MY JOB, AND MY FAMILY SHE ENCOURAGED ME TO KEEP PUSHING AND NEVER ASKED ME FOR SHIT FOR REAL BUT A LITTLE ATTENTION AND AFFECTION...BUT I WAS TOO BUSY TO GIVE HER THAT ONLY TO WALK AWAY IN THE ARMS OF A BITCH WHO ONLY WANTED ME FOR WHAT SHE SAW. THEM HOES DON'T KNOW HOW I GOT HERE THEY COULDN'T IMAGINE THE STRUGGLE...I ALWAYS SAID I WANTED TO BE WITH THE ONE WHO WAS WITH ME WHEN I DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING SMH. LIFE (LAUGHING TO SELF) I MUST SAY WHEN I WAS ABLE TO THO I'D BE SPENDING MY LAST TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS HAPPY. SHE LOVES READING BOOKS AND I WOULD TAKE HER ON A DATE TO BARNS AND NOBLE. WE'D FIND SOME BOOKS AND GO HAVE DINNER WITH A FEW DRINKS. SHE WOULD SMILE ONLY TO MELT MY HEART, THE LITTLE THINGS MADE HER HAPPY, I KNEW THAT BUT ID ALWAYS TRY TO DO MORE...IF I HEARD HER SAY SHE LIKED IT OR WANTED IT I PROMISE IT WAS THERE THE NEXT TIME SHE TURNED AROUND...TO SEE HER SMILE LIT UP MY LIFE...I FELT BLESSED TO HAVE HER BY MY SIDE...BUT IT WAS A HELL OF A TIME GETTING TO THESE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR HER CAUSE BLACK ASS TOOK ME THROUGH IT. BEING WITH ME WAS HER FIRST LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP AND I KNOW SHE LOVED THE FUCK OUTTA ME BUT AT THAT TIME I WAS SELFISH I THOUGHT SHE WAS LIKE ALL THE OTHER GIRLS I HAD MESSED WITH SO TREATED I HER AS SUCH. I KNOW SUCH AN ASSHOLE MOVE BUT DON'T JUDGE ME. LOL, IT HAD GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE SHE STARTED FEELING LONELY BECAUSE I WAS DEEP OFF INTO WHAT I WANTED TO DO. CAN WE SAY NEGLECT PLAYED A MAJOR PART ON MY BEHALF. YES, SHE WOULD CONSTANTLY COMPLAIN ABOUT TIME AND OTHER LITTLE SHIT I COULD HAVE EASILY GIVEN HER BUT I DIDN'T. SO SOMEONE ELSE STARTED TO FILL THAT VOID. GIVING HER THE LITTLE THINGS THAT SHE NEEDED. FIRST SMALL CONVERSATIONS THEN IT'S LIKE THIS OTHER BITCH SEEMED TO BE TAKING HER FROM ME AND I FELT THAT SHIT. BUT I PUSHED HER THERE. I AND THIS BITCH ENDED UP TALKING ON THE BOOK AND SHIT EVEN THOUGH I MAY HAVE SAID SOME FUCK UP SHIT AND MAYBE A FEW LIES I KNEW I WASN'T GOING ANYWHERE. THE BITCH BELIEVED EVERYTHING I SAID, AT THAT POINT ME AND BLACK WERE SEPARATED. BUT NOT IN MY EYES, LOL MAN OLD TIMES
I GOTTA GET MY GIRL BACK, YEP I HOPE SHE HAS ENOUGH LOVE LEFT IN HER HEART TO WALK THIS MONSTER DOWN WITH ME AND I KNOW IT'S GONNA CALL FOR A SPECIAL KINDA LOVE. I HOPE GOD HASN'T ALLOWED ME TO LOSE THE BEST THING I EVER HAD. I MAY BE A LESBIAN BUT I BELIEVE IN GOD JUST LIKE YOU DO.
MAN, I GOT A LOT ON MY PLATE...SMH MAY GOD BE WITH YA GIRL ON SOME SERIOUS SHIT.
WALKING DOWN MEMORY LANE ONLY MAKES ME LOVE HER MORE...
(KNEELING SAYING A PRAYER BEFORE I GO HOME..)
HEAVENLY FATHER, I COME TO YOU AS HUMBLE AS I KNOW HOW ASKING THAT YOU PLEASE FORGIVE MY SHORTCOMINGS AND SEE MY HEART FOR THE GOOD PERSON YOU KNOW I CAN BE AND THAT I AM. I HAVE ALLOWED MYSELF TO BE PLACED IN A POSITION THAT HURTS MY LIFE DEARLY FATHER I ASK THAT YOU ALLOW ME TO BEAT THIS MONSTER INSIDE ME. FATHER, I KNOW YOU HAVE THE LAST SAY IN ALL WE DO, SO ILL LAY MY BATTLE ON THE LINE, FOR YOU SAID IT IS NOT MINE. IF I MUST LIVE THIS MISTAKE THROUGH LORD PLEASE LET ME PUT UP A GOOD FIGHT AND USE MY TALENT TO HELP OTHERS NOT TO WALK IN MY SHOES. I KNOW MY WRONGDOINGS AND I SEE WHAT HAS MAYBE BECOME MY FATE. I ACCEPT IT ALMIGHTY GOD MY FATHER.....BUT PLEASE DON'T LET ME HAVE GIVEN IT TO BLACK SHE DOESN'T DESERVE ANY OF THIS ...AMEN
WELL GUESS I GO GET MY BABY SOMETHING NICE HAVEN'T DONE THAT IN A WHILE. I'LL WAIT ON THE MARRIAGE QUESTION TILL AFTER OUR TALK.....
YOU ARE READING
LEZ-BE HONEST
Mystery / ThrillerBlack was a girl born and raised in the hood...most females hated her. Her swag and mentality was that of a male hustler. The dope boys became her foot stools and runners in the game...They loved her, but she was forbidden fruit. Ez who was a nickle...
