LEZ-BE HONEST

CHAPTER 13 BLACK

Gemini thought she was being slick......but I had a trick for her ass.....the LADIES' BALLER MEET AND GREET is coming up and I'm always about my business. I have these parties every year, it gives the real playas a chance to come out and sample some shit and definitely invest in my ladies and my latest get-money endorsement. When I tell you I'm a made bitch it's all truth! I hand-feed a lot of these chumps, but I think I won't attend this one. I'll let GEMINI have her fun...lol, I think I wanna see my baby or should I say my NEW FIANCÉ! I'm kinda dreading letting Rosa go to the last party, but GEMINI deserves to see where her baby use to work. That bitch will regret the day she shitted on me, and with a nothing-ass bitch I made into something. Karma is a Bicth and DEATH is her SISTER!

(Ringgg, ringggg)

And speaking of this ungrateful bitch.....

Hello baby.....how are you?

I'm good bae, just been a little tired lately dealing with these girls and their silly ass problems.....

What kinda problems baby? Is there anything I can help you with?

Naw baby I got it....lol you just keep running Stable 1 and I got the rest....

No doubt boo.....so what's on the menu for tonight haven't really been seeing you...

I know baby what are you doing right now?

Nothing really just got done taking a long bubble bath and of course my favorite wine, Don P

I've been feeling great and fully charged...feels like I have no worries and living on cloud nine....life's good GEMINI I must say I'm blessed...you should feel the same we're on top baby....nothing or no one can stop us!

You're right baby, so how about I come to get you and we got out to have some us time?

Sure baby I'll be ready in about an hour

Aight shawty one.......

Lmao this too shall pass damn at this point there's no turning back....(tears falling slowly)

Damn, I loved her with all my heart. GEMINI was my everything at once the love we shared was unconditional so I thought.

~BROKEN~

Loving you wasn't part of the game.

I've seen many bitchs and they were all the same

Throwing caution to the wind

Loving you with everything with-in

Even when God said it was a sin

Promising to never break my heart

Treating me as if the world were mine

Me showing gratitude by never letting you push a cart

I made the world your footstool

Never letting desire intrude on your thoughts

Now I'm sitting here crying wishing you loved me

Destroying my flawlessness with this sea

I pushed, you pulled

I cried, you lied

I called out for you, and you let me fall

Brushing me off, and standing tall

I rose to the occasion and now

Here's where my love for you has become a persuasion

Questioning my love for you is loco

But who gives a fuck now

My heart has been BROKEN

~BLACKDALYA ~

(Hearing the door open)

Baby, where are you at?

Here I come don't rush beauty....lol

Lord have mercy you women are so slow....

(Pause)

Her not noticing she said WOMEN made me laugh...I already know boo I'm not the only one...

I decided to put on my true religion jeans and my ass was screaming and I ain't talking church....lol with a simple fall-off-the-shoulder shirt and some red bottom stilettos....while letting my hair hang bone straight just the way she liked it, yes I had gotten a little thicker 200 of the damnedest pounds and it all looked good on me

Going to HEARTSTONE to have dinner under candlelight and the sexy glow of a fireplace was what we needed to relax...

After being there for 30 minutes I went to use the ladies' room and right before my very eyes, I saw my whole life flash before me. I ran to the bathroom and splashed my face with water. I was a boss bitch and I couldn't let another bitch see me off my square...how could this be happening to me...glad they didn't notice me I turned to leave out and almost fainted, grabbing the wall for balance. I don't know what's going on but I've been feeling this way for a minute and very moody I might add....oh well let me go...

Hey baby I'm back, when I went in there I almost fainted

Oh really (smug look)

I acted like I didn't see the look...lol yes baby I don't know what's wrong...can I ask you a question?

Sure...

Do you love me? And are you cheating on me?

Omg baby no you are my world and without you, I don't know where I'd be...you're all the woman I need.....and yes I love you more than words could ever say...

(Tears streaming down my face) Listening to her lie right to my face as she looked me dead in my eyes tore my heart to pieces.....damn why me? Why does it have to be this way.