Into my Insanity

Do you think i'm demonic and mental?

Demonic? Maybe.

Zoning out to think about the most evil things may be just as bad as telling someone to kill themselves.

Me, no..

Some people fear me, for the things ive told them, would set them off and have their brain tell them to stay away from me.

I've always been this way, I think. I knew for the beginning I was different from everyone else.

My parents and family have always been oblivious to everything I've ever done.

From cleaning our whole house to always being silent when at home with the rest of the family.

They don't even question why I say in my room all the time and never go out.

Monitoring my behavior around them was never at the top of their list. To them, everything is the way it should be. I, on the other hand, always knew something was wrong with we, and had, or still have, a feeling that I'll never be "normal" to other people.

Speaking of The inner demons of one's self, I have many. From the lucid dreams, to all of my fears.

But fears are really nothing. They are simply the thought of dying. If you have not a fear of harm, there is no fear in itself.

Pain is only a matter of fear.