Abuse - Suga x Reader

Chapter 1

Y/N: New school year has begun and soon I'm going to leave this school.... probably going to live by myself too...

The sunlight shone trough an opening of my curtains that wakes me up... I looked at the clock and it was 5:00 am in the morning. "I need to get ready for school I thought" I have to wait for 2 hours for the buss..... I took a shower and didn't care if my clothes even fit me... and as you may know I don't use makeup.... because I don't want to get recognisde by my looks but by my personality....

I packed my bag for today and didn't eat any breakfast 'cause I don't usually do... even though I wake up early...

I ran downstairs and waited for the buss outside....

as always the same people I saw and sat with for the past years... I sat in the second seat on the buss.... since everyone was so noisy I just put on some music and fell asleep on the way to school... luckily I woke up.... I got off the buss and wait there until the other busses came... I waited for my friend so we could walk to school together.

some of my friends are also there chatting with each other... they were probably talking about guys and other girls at school... I don't really pay much attention to them....I always had deep thoughts so I didn't care about my surroundings... the first class started and I was so happy 'cause we had English.

I'm not good at English 'cause its not my mother tongue... one thing I hate about our teachers are that we always have to pair up with someone else... and I who don't interact with a lot of people have to pair with someone...

luckily I get to be alone....

TIME SKIP LUNCH

even though I wake up early I still forgot to make my lunch and bring any money... so since I can't bare to be at my own classroom thats full of noises I went to my friends classroom to calm myself and probably talk with them... they are the only people I talk too... I was having fun talking to them until a guy shouted from the door towards my friend Sophia ..

???: "You can't call me blonde anymore"

me and my best friend looked surprise to who shouted and looked at each other... we started to laugh because of his hair color.

sophia: "Yeah ... we can't call you ... blonde anymore... but we can call you pink hair guy... lol.." she said while laughing and I also laughed with her...

the guy went back from where he came from and I started talking to Sophia again.

the bell rung and that means lunch is over and we need to get back to our classrooms.

time flies so fast that its our last subject already and probably will be the most boring subject ever... its history... and I'm not lucky at all since I'm sitting in front... but I survived ... and was so excited to leave the school even though I know that when I come home my mom will beat me a lot....

I left the classroom with my classmates... I was walking up to the buss stop until someone stopped me to have a chat with them....

???: "Hey wait up..."

I turned around to look at who it was and it was the same guy from earlier... I was going to put my headset on but then he stopped me.

???: "There's something I want to tell you" he said I couldn't really see his face 'cause I didn't care whoever he was.

I gave him the look of continue.

???: "Aishiteru ..."

Y/N:"what ??" I said really confused of what he said.

???:" Don't you know what it means... I thought you know Japanese.."

Y/N:" well I haven't heard that word yet so I'm sorry if I don't know that so could you care to explain to me??"

???:" would you like to go out with me? I really like you"

Y/N: "I can think about it." I told him even though my mind was saying yes and my heart beated so fast... plus too be honest he's cute and a genius too..

???:" yeah just take you're time." and he waved goodbye and walked different way than I was.

I was smiling while walking to the school bus stop and without me noticing the guy probably saw me smiling.... this kind of feeling made me happy and scared at the same time..I'm not used to people being good towards me or care for me..

when I was a little I haven't known my parents... only my grandparents and growing up with them makes me think that they are my real parents who give birth to me... they say that my parents went abroad to give me money so I can keep on living and get to go to a nice school... with my grandparents I got happy earning little things... and I always take care of the dolls they bought for me... I think until now all my dolls are still with them... and they probably still look new since I didn't really play with them much.