He kept kissing over and over again, bringing his hand up to my cheek, to hold my head in place.
Oh my god. His lips.... They're so soft and sweet...And he's so gentle, and just so cute...
He hovered over me, and I sank down, lowering my head onto the pillow. He then made his move by slipping off the boxers I was wearing, and feeling me.
"I really make you that wet?" he asked in a low, breathless voice.
All I could do was nodd, I needed him now. He smirked and spread my legs, so he was between my thighs.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and continued kissing.
He began rubbing my sensitive area. "A-ASHHH.." I moaned against his lips, trying not to be too loud since Luke, Michael and Calum were just outside.
"shh, baby. I know what you want." he whispered in my ear. He stopped kissing me, and climbed off my body.
He then spread my legs even further, and put his head between my thighs.
"just relax, sweetie." he whispered in a calm voice, as he took his tongue and motioned circles inside of me.
"Ashton.." I braced myself for what was coming next.
"hmmm.." his lips vibrated on my sensitive area, as he used his thumb to rub, making the sensation even greater.
I curled my toes, and gripped the comforter under me, as he put his finger in and out of me at a constant speed.
"Ashh.." I whimpered as he got up on top of me again and placed delicate kisses all over my neck and chest area.
He pulled his finger out and replaced it with two fingers, doing the same thing. Ashton began leaving love bites on my upper thighs, a place no one would see.
When he was all done, he helped me up, and sat on the bed right in front of me. He watched as I put back on the boxers, then got back into bed with him.
"mmm, you taste as good as I've imagined." he teased, licking his fingers.
All I could do was hide my smile by biting my lip. I cannot believe that just happened. Ashton just pleasured me. My face is probably bright red.
"I love you, baby." he said.
That's it. I'm gonna blow up.
I hid my face in his bare chest so he couldn't see my bright red face.
"I love you too, Ash." i giggled. He wrapped his arms around me and rested his chin on my head. As he did this, I lifted my arms up and tried to hug him.
"mmm. This is so cozy." I said.
"yea." Ashton agreed, laughing and smiling at my happiness.
"but we have to get to sleep. You have to get up early to go to the studio." I reminded him.
"ughhh you're right," he complained. "mmm but I wanna stay like this forever."
"I know, me too." I said.
We finally disconnected, and got into the covers.
A couple seconds later, I felt him move my hair away from my ear, and side of my face. "Chloe?" he asked.
"yea, Ash?" I answered.
"wanna cuddle?" he asked. Uggghh I wanted to so bad, but we're just friends, and I don't want the "cuddle" to turn into anything more.
"we can't." I said.
"what? Why? But baby I wanna cuddle with you!" he complained.
"fine." I laughed.
"yay!" he cheered as he closed the space between our bodies, and held me in his arms, being the big spoon.
"Ashton, can I ask you something?" I said as I trace little shapes on his arms that held me just under my chest.
"anything." he said, burrowing his face in my hair, on my shoulder.
"well, if you actually do like me the same way I like you, will this change anything? Would we start to date, or stay close friends?"
"what would you want to do?" Ashton asked me.
"well, I don't want any girls trying to get all over you-" I start to say.
"Chloe," he laughs. "I already told you, you don't have to worry about that at all. I only love you, I've always only loved you." he kisses my shoulder.
"well, what do you want to do?" I asked him, thankful he was behind me, and couldn't see my once again bright red face.
"I want everyone to know you're mine. Luke, Niall, Harry," I shiver at the last name he said. He must have noticed, because he squeezed me a little, in comfort.
"well, how about we don't tell anyone, just keeping it a secret for now, but we're not allowed to date anyone else." I finally say.
"oh Chloe," he sighed.
"what?" I asked at his nervous tone.
"nothing." he decided to go with.
"no Ash," I sighed. "we are not gonna start this relationship off with lies and secrets."
He stayed silent; contemplating whether or not he should tell me.
"Ashhh," I half commanded, half whined. I took his hand in mine, and started to trace the prints on his palm. "pweease Ashy? Pwease tell me." I said in a baby voice.
I could feel him shaking his head no on my back.
I had enough of this shit. I'm not going to deal with another relationship filled with secrets and lies. I had enough of that with Harry.
I turned around to face him, and looked him in his sad eyes. "Ashton, Im starting to think you already have a girlfriend or some-" "Oh my god, no! I would never do that to you!" he sounded shocked I would even suggest that.
"and the thing I'm telling you isn't that big but- but I'm afraid you'll reconsider wanting me over him. I mean most girls do." he said.
"Ash, just tell me. And for the record, the only person I really want right now is you."
He smiled at that, but then sighed as he prepared to spill.
"Luke has a crush on you."
