school desk | vkook

- THIRTY-FOUR -

this chapter contains mentions of sex. no actual scenes, but if you're really sensitive i guess here's your warning. but honestly is anyone on this app sensitive about that? okay, let's go!

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After a good ten seconds, Jeongguk pulls away. "You're sure you trust me?" He looks into the older's eyes. "Because if you aren't, then I don't want to kiss you."

Taehyung uses the thumb that used to be in his boyfriend's hair to caress his cheek, wiping a tear away. Jeongguk returns the favor while Taehyung replies: "Yeah, I am. What you said about us really touched me, I could tell it was genuine. Fuck Ggukie, I didn't know just how much I meant to you." He pulls Jeongguk even closer and kisses his lips again. "I believe you. Seeing you cry like that and knowing I was the cause really crushed me, suddenly I felt like I just needed to trust you, and I genuinely do. I'm so sorry I didn't let you explain earlier."

Taehyung notices how Jeongguk still hasn't put his jacket on and helps him do that. Then he kisses away all the tears still running down Jeongguk's face before proceeding to leave butterfly kisses all over his face, ears and neck to show just how sorry he is, and because he missed his boyfriend too much. Jeongguk's breath hitches for a moment and slight shivers are sent down his spine. As Taehyung's teeth graze a little right below his Adam's apple, he can feel a familiar warmth as blood flows to his lower region. Normally he'd try to think it away, but in this moment all that could possibly be on his mind is Taehyung, and that wouldn't help. He takes a deep breath, pulling himself together.

"Well in that case I'm sorry I didn't tell you all of that earlier, Tae."

"It's fine now," Taehyung mumbles and uses a thumb to stroke Jeongguk's bottom lip. "We have some things to work on, but we're fine."

Jeongguk puts a strand of Taehyung's hair back behind his ear. "I think maybe I didn't realise exactly why I love you so much until I couldn't show that love anymore. So I couldn't say it until now."

"That's my Ggukie," Taehyung smiles fondly. "Always smart."

"You're smarter," Jeongguk points out, and since Taehyung can't really argue with that he just continues the affectionate kisses wherever he can reach (where there's not a stupid jacket blocking the way, of course. Jeongguk decides that jackets shouldn't exist, and neither should any other clothes, honestly.)

Taehyung's lips reach a few centimetres below Jeongguk's jawline and the latter tries to hold back a moan which just comes out like a quiet groan. His boyfriend must notice because he chuckles and moves back up to Jeongguk's face. Said boy whines a little about it at first but Taehyung silences him with a proper kiss on the lips, a little shorter this time. He breaks it to nibble and suck a little on Jeongguk's earlobe.

"I love you," he whispers into his ear, his hot breath sending more shivers through Jeongguk's body. "It's so easy to say it now. I love saying it, I'll never stop saying it. I think I love you, Jeon Jeongguk are turning into my top five words to say, not that the last two weren't already there, of course."

Despite the buldge in his jeans that keeps growing bigger and more painful, Jeongguk can't help but smile like a fool. "Well that's good because I think you saying that just turned them into my all time favourite words to hear."

Taehyung meets his lips again in an open mouthed kiss, his fingers traveling down Jeongguk's body to pull him even closer. Without thinking, Taehyung lets his hands travel down to cup Jeongguk's bum and upon realising, the older pulls away. "Is this okay?"

Jeongguk adores how his boyfriend is so gentle and caring with him, he rubs their noses together with a big grin. "More than okay. But let's go back inside now, I'm a little cold." He twists a strand of Taehyung's hair and pecks his lips, smirking. "Oh, and my parents won't be coming back for hours."