The Decision (Chris Motionless and Josh Balz fan fic)

Chapter Fifteen: I was fine untill I saw you again

Emily's P.O.V.

We've been at the fearless friends tour for a couple of days and not once have I seen any member from motionless in white and I'm kinda happy about it, me and Dan have decided to give it a go (in other words go out) as long as I promise him that I wont cheat or lie to him and that I wont drink unless he's there oh and what happend to him as his girlfriend well he hasn't told her yet lets just say we're on a trial date I know it's wrong but Dan makes me feel so alive more than Chris or Balz did maybe it just wasn't met too be with them Dan said that after the tour he would tell his girlfriend that it's over I hope she takes it well. Any way, me and the guys were getting ready to go onstage I can't wait I love preforming the rest of the guys had gone by now (I take the longest to get ready cause of all of my makeup and hair) after about fithteen more minutes I was ready I ran out of the bus to go onstage because we were on in like 5mins so I ran as fast as I could untill I bumped into something a tall something which turned out too be Chris "I-I'm sorry" was all I maneged to get out I rushed passed him as he shouted "Hey Em one good thing did come out of you cheating on me I finnaly realised I love Sarah" Those words made me so hurt I still loved him although I was going out with Dan and I had that thing with Balz I loved him well actualy I loved all of them SHIT SHIT SHIT EMILY GET YOURSELF TOGETHER YOU LIKE DAN NOW OK?!?!?! NOT BALZ NOT CHRIS BUT DAN!!!! I did love Dan but I also had strong feelings for the other two, who cares at this moment I was about to go onstage and play my heart out. Oh crap I have like one minute untill I go on I ran as fast as could but this time looking where I was going and I finally made it I was onstage playing my heart out.

Chris's P.O.V.

I felt like shit this morning and now I feel like shit again because I just saw Emily she looked even more beautiful than when I last saw her her hair was different it was more amazing it wasn't just plain brown which looked alright I guess but it was brown going into pink it suited her so well I was distracted by Sarah running up too me and holding my hand quickly she looked over to Emily who was running in my direction she wasn't looking where she was going and bumpred into me which made Sarah angry go I wish I was with Emily not Sarah she said sorry too me but I did something stupid I told her that I was happy about the split but I wasn't I hated the fact that we wern't together I hate the fact that I'm with Sarah I've tried to break up with her but she wont fucking go how many times do I have to fucking tell her we're over?